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dad wants me to wear suit-like clothing to church now.
told me a story of his days of going to church. how my grandpa wouldnt let them go if they looked not fitted for church. i was laughing inside, thinking "dad. have you seen the others at my church? this is a youth church, we wouldnt want to wear those sophisticated kind of clothes. it'll make us feel weird. and even if we did, would we have the money to purchase it? no." and on the outside i was shaking my head in the backseat.
does this mean he'll let me buy as many nice suit-like clothings from now on? :/ i wonder.
i've always wanted to have clothings like that to make myself not so child-like. i mean its not bad being young and all but sometimes im sick of my clothings. i want a different and more mature style, not that it makes you look more mature, but its just...
i dont know. my mind works in mysterious ways or the fact that i just think too much.
yea, thats probably it.

cough cough cough. please go away. and come back another day. or never would be good too.

hosanna has been stuck in my head for the past week.
its such a powerful and touching song. which reminds me.
MY POOR BIBLE! MY PRECIOUS BIBLE!
not. in. my. limited. reach. but. far. from. me. somewhere. with guppy.
my most valued aspect of my life. `tis lonely without you my darling.
im going to hug it and kiss it and sing to it when i get it back.
no. guppy didnt steal it. it was for other purposes. dont ask. lol

thanks for the prayers. im really not suppose to talk about what i talked about.
BUT. thank you all who did pray for me. i needs to pray more about it.
esp for the responses from my parents.
think nothing of it, just pray. no worries. hope. faith. love. god, i love Him.

He's really stirring my heart up. all the terms for anatomy. oh gosh.
it'd take a miracle for me to memorize all that by next friday. hmm... and by that time, who knows what i'd be doing.
i wish it was already saturday afternoon. im looking forward to more sharing and encouragement from everyone. my dream for this group as of right now is for them to become more encouraged to get out there and not be intimidated by the world, by the devil. as long as you have God by your side, nothing against God will win. have faith. Amen? :)

God, I thank You for the opportunities. May You continue to help me with it, guiding me along the way and destroying everything that goes against You and who tries to get to me. I know You love me and You'll protect me from harm. I love You Jesus. I thank You for the bajillion terms for anatomy. I'll have so much fun learning them more once I get my skull on friday. Thank You for making it only 30 bucks. I bet other stores would have made it far more expensive.

Oh, that reminds me. anatomy book. must find one.
God please prepare me one. im lazy at the moment though so i'll find one hopefully on friday.
order it and get it next week, hopefully before the exam. if not, God help me. I'll pull an all nighter again if i must.
i must get a B on the written and a C on the practical or vice versa.

this has gotten long and im just talking about stuff. what else though.
oh yes. im glad i took nutrition, biology, and anatomy. i actually enjoy[ed] it.
in a weird twisted way. ha. worries x____x noooo. go away!!!!!!
PRESSUUUUUUUURE. *@_@*


just being me, jasmine.