GIMMEMORELORD

haha what the heck? parents are listening to korean. there's nothing wrong with it, but i always wonder why they do that instead of listening to vietnamese. O: sometimes i think they're really koreans instead. HA. i wish. but then it wouldn't be fair that they never told me cause then i'd be behind on knowing the language itself. v____v okay anyway. that was total random nonsense. haha.

God is on fire. and i'll tell you why right now.

originally, my anatomy exam number 2 was suppose to be on friday.
well.. my teacher changed it to monday. easter is gone' be one of my favorite uh.. holidays? now.
He sent me two people from USC who were going around talking to people about their christian thing (i forgot what it was called) at USC. I felt so encouraged. They even prayed for me! :D
they were encouraged as well. Mei and Chi. Such nice people. Bless their spiritual walk, Lord.
I had a nice chat with them around the area of the weird structures. (pcc people hopefully know what im talking about haha; i call it that but it's that area in front of the library)
we talked about the whole evangelizing and what we do when we evangelize. I gave them IMPACT's card and said that they can visit us sometime. I got Mei's number and she invited me to join them tomorrow around 4 to evangelize. COOL STUFF. MEHEHEHEHE.

GIMMEMORELORD.
Sunday's worship was so powerful. the Holy Spirit was definitely working in most of us.
after the service, i quickly got up and asked alice to ask as many people to go to the back middle room as she could. a lot of people joined us. we started praying and somehow the Spirit just overtook us. or at least it over took me in some ways. i started weeping for the lost souls, for our schools, for ourselves, and repented.

finally bought the organizer&some business-like clothing.
i need to find other colors besides black.
pants were black, a blouse was black, a shirt was black, and i only bought on aqua looking color blouse. L-O-V-E-L-Y.
God, put colors in my life please! Although i like black, other colors should matter too.

oka so now im waiting upon my upcoming essay, my exam and test, appointment with counselor which i have to call immediately or else id have my dental hygiene counselor which i dont want and the evanglizing thing im doing. so encouraged. GOD GIVE ME MORE BOLDNESS!

on the other hand of being so very optimistic, i do feel a sense of guilt. i saw this man in a wheelchair today but for some odd reason, i didn't stand up and pray for him. he was going around with another man asking people if they wanted to sign up for this thing. it was one of those vote no or yes to this and that kinda thing. to be honest, i think i was afraid that he'd ask me to sign it. v__v uhmph. bad jasmine! *slaps my hand*

God forgive me. i keep saying that your will be done in my life, but i couldnt even go up to that guy in the wheelchair. my heart weeps for my stupidity God. i truly am hungry for You.

As you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
as you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
oceans will part, nations come
at the whisper of your call.
hope will rise, glory shown
in my life, your will be done.
-- Oceans will part--

This has been stuck in my head because I sang this twice in a row.
Alice used this song for fellowship and we sang this at church yesterday.
God is trying to tell us something!
HE IS CALLING US TO RAISE HOPE, SHOW PEOPLE HIS GLORY, BRING NATIONS BACK TO HIM and just simply do His will.

God I just pray for this nation, open our eyes God. make us humble. tenderize our hearts. we are Yours forever. put in us the desire of Your heart. there are so many things we say, but never do. there are so many people we can save, but we're afraid to even say Your name in front of them. take away this fear, take away this burden we have, take away this anxiety and fill us again with Your love and mercy. Lord, i should be doing my homework right now, but im praying to You. calling out to You. make us HUNGRY for You, Jesus!! GIVE US MORE. WE WANT IT. WE WANT MORE OF YOU. Lord, You always keep Your promises. it's time for us to stand up and make a promise to You. but thats the thing. this generation is lazy. (no offense to everyone). even if we promise You something, we might not do it and forget all about it. take away the laziness. I pray that You keep sending down, soaking us with everything. make us see things in Your view. make us DESIRE what You desire Lord. "break my heart for what breaks yours. everything i am is for your kingdom's cause. as i walk from earth into eternity" yes Jesus. yes. Bless and annoint us once again. give us Your calling. let us hear Your voice clearer. bring to us what we dare not see and know because we're afraid to to show us this world's true identity. fire fall down! fire fall down! on us, we pray! Amen.


God I love you.
His daughter, jasmine ngo.