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it seems i have more things to say nowadays. which is pretty good i suppose.
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johnny gave me this verse & i suddenly had a thankful heart:
"I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and puts them into practice. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built."
-Luke 6:47~48-
thanks john john.
let me meditate on this verse.


right when the day started, my mind was racing around making me think of a lot of things. things my heart have been thinking about but my mind hasnt been able to catch up until this morning. ha. thats funny. anyway.
the first thing was about colone and perfume.
many people put soooo much on themselves that it stinks to a certain degree. no offense and all. i know we just want to smell good. but we as human beings already have a distinct smell. though we dont notice it at the moment, we do. and i believe that God loves that smell. even though as we get older and our smell becomes more noticable, i think Gods just sitting on His throne thinking "ahh, my favorite smell in the whole entire world."
sounds weird huh? i dunno. maybe i AM thinking too much. but i just dont get why some people LOVE to shower themselves with perfume and colone. my dad puts tons on. okay. im exaggerating. he puts a lot. hahaha. especially when he goes out to meet someone important or whatever. i can smell it from across the house. im serious. and in the car, since it's so compacted, i think some of his colone gets on me. v___v so i go to class smelling like i used men's colone.
oh and when i spray a little of like one of my sprays from victoria's secret (i believe), JUST A LITTLE OK, he complains. im like "dude what the heck?" but whatever. its all good.

sometimes i just wished that i didnt have my smell buds. x)


and then another thing i was thinking about this morning was...
talking. yes talking. something mostly everyone does.
im not really complaining or anything, but some people LOOOOVE to talk.
i mean thats good and all, but they sometimes go overboard and dont let the other person talk. so the other person ends up sitting there listening to them and even if they had many things to say, they cant because they never get the right chance to say it and if they interrupt the person whose talking then it could be considered rude. human beings have so many rules and ways of describing something that it makes this world so untrue. i dunno. it could just be me.
i feel this way sometimes. im the listener. i mean to be honest i LOVE to listen to people talk. it gives me a sense of calmness that i dont need to say much. but when i do, i cant because the other person is talking on and on and there's no room to cut in. and im that sort of person who hates interrupting people (but do sometimes when im thinking about something and i remember something from a while ago and im just so happy so i blurt it out; i know many of you do that too).
dont get me wrong or anything. i wont hate you if you keep talking. its good because you should use what God gave you. and for those who dont like talking and rather just listen like myself most of the time, dont blame people like that for not speaking aloud and participating in the everyday lifestyle that supposedly we're suppose to have. we could have many different reasons for not talking a lot. then in comes the whole psychology stuff. oh man i love it. but anyway. but then again. why not use what God gave us right? yeeees. a discussion. an argument. human beings are so complex. ha. which makes me LOVE God even more. and by loving God even more, i just tend to love people more for their complexities. does that make sense to you all? i hope so.

anywho.
i want to go to a shelter.
the people there are so cute.
kids. elderly. adults. in their own special way, they're all so darn cute.

AHH. abortion clinic.
shinnyyyyyyyyyyyy.
need to call her.

finally drove home today. havent driven in so long.
im finding it rather boring thats why. hahahahaha.
have you gotten to that point yet? where you have your license already. you've been driving around, practicing. and then. BAM! it hits you. DRIVING IS BORING. yes. thats where im at. it is boring. maybe im the only one who ever felt this way, but its ok. what i need to start doing is run. get into shape ya know? OH OH OH. i found a korean tutor! :D YAYYY. it's my friend who im trying to do the caring network with. one person at a time. shes mine! >) no steal ok?? jeshica. she's going to teach me korean. WHOOOHOOO. i will stick with it. because its been a motivation for sooo long. its stronger than wanting to learn japanese. O: i know huh! hahah jk. and if you know me well enough, you'll know how happy i was. MEHEHEHEHEH.

k me go now.
tons of stuff to do.

missjasminengo.
ps. i need to get a korean translator for this comp. (:
pps. i just remembered that i forgot to meet up with mei again. v_v oh nuuuu. its ok. next time. whenever that is. haha.