@jaesonma & more...

You're prob wondering why I put "@jaesonma" instead of just his name. I'm too use to twitter at the moment so forgive me. :D I'm not promoting it or anything; just letting you know if I start doing that all of a sudden and doing it a lot. Haha...

Anyways, moving on. There's just so much to talk about when it comes to FRESH09. However, I'll mention ONE thing that I knew was totally from God. Alright, these past couple of months, I've been thinking a lot about music and whatnot; lyrics and just a song, a specific song actually. It's called LIFE. Well, I've always had a feeling that Jaeson Ma would be a good candidate to sing a song called LIFE to just touch people's hearts about the meaning of LIFE and whatnot. Well, when Jaeson started his debut at FRESH09 last night, the first song he sang was a song by the same title LIFE. Immediately, I was blown away by it and started laughing and smiling about it. I kept saying, "I can't believe this! No! I can! It's totally from God! Omgosh! This is soo crazy!" (LOL *cough karen cough*) If you guys want to rip Jaeson's single CD, just contact me to borrow it. I already have 1 person who wanted to borrow it once I'm doing listening to it a bajillion times :D

Alright, next. So this morning, when I was about to eat breakfast, I prayed (of course) before and it wasn't like I didn't want to say the word "revival" or anything but it wasn't what I was going for in my morning's prayer. I tried to overcome saying it and after 5 times, I gave up because I realized that God wanted me to say it even if it's not what I was going for. So I said it. After I said it, in my mind, I automatically knew that something will happen, a certain new and different revival will happen today. During the worship, Annie said that she felt a revival within' ourselves is occuring and I had my eyes closed at the time and when she said that, I literally and immediately opened my eyes. I started smiling and giggling a little and got into the worship even more than I was before I heard that.

Oh & another thing. After the concert, the rest of us went to eat at Garden Cafe. Lately, I haven't eaten a huge amount like I usually would before. So typically (now at least) my dish looked like I barely touched it. However, I was eating. It reminded me of when a good friend of mine, Anna, was eating a salad from Carls and she was like nonstop eating it but every time I looked at her plate, it looked the same. (LAWLS!) That's what happened with my dish. So in the end, I decided to take it home. Once I got home, my dad mentioned something about how he hasn't eaten. I looked at my box of food and was like, "You haven't eaten!? Well there yah go! My treat! Have all you want, hahahaha I'm not going to be eating it until tomorrow if no one eats it" And later on, he came into my room and asked me if it was really alright for him to eat it & I was like, "Heck ya" and he was like "oh okay .. yeah perfect timing when you came home cause I was super hungry" and I laughed (but he was in his room by this time) and said "It's alllllllll God's timing" (: I literally said after, "God, you are so good"

Ah, today's msg was NEATTTTT. Sarah Yang. That sistah is so blessed and annointed! I need to still buy her book. x___x Haven't gotten a chance to do that. Her msg today was what I think about a quarter of the time. So when she talked about this, it really got me thinking some more about it. I understood what she was talking about; understood everything. I even wondered to myself, guiltying myself, "where has your kindness, your forgiving, and loving self gone to, Jasmine?" I literally thought about that the entire time and I still am right now. It gave my heart so much heaviness because I looked at myself recently, this past year, and I can only say I was truly kind, truly forgiving, and loving only a couple of times this past year. It was so heartbreaking to me that I wasn't as kind, as forgiving, and as loving as I was before. (Those of you who dont agree with me, *Sigh it's alright - but those of you who've seen me that way know what I mean .. I think, HAHA God is good) Yeah. The end. Nah, just kidding. So I think I'm going to give myself a do-over. I.... forgot what I was gonna put. HAHA oh wells! God is good. (: That's all I can say right now but of course, you all already know that.

There's just some things I'd like to announce/promote:
Make Abortion UNTHINKABLE
Jaeson Ma's new movie 1040

Check those out! (: Thanks for reading. I'm so joyful. THANK YOU JESUS!
♥ jasypants