I need to be patient.

If you asked me two months ago how it's going with my parents and I, I would have probably said, "great" without any lies attached to it. However, if you asked me that now, I would say, "I only pray that my parents can be as patient as I am most of the time." The fighting is not as bad as way before, but it's still very annoying to me. I dislike arguing with my parents for the stupidest reasons. Just now, when I was enjoying my shower, the showerhead suddenly "broke" in a sense. I decided to tell my dad after getting out of the showers. So when I got out and started changing, my dad asked me if I was done and I overheard him and my uncle talking about a broken showerhead on their end as well. (They're fixing my parents' bedroom restroom). I said that I'm almost done and I thought my dad said something to me about my showerhead being capable of being broken and I said to him, "Mines too" but I guess his weak ears didn't hear me correctly. So when I got out and I let him look at it, he yelled at me for not telling him. -Sighs- It just happened; I'm letting him look at it; why is he yelling at me? If he's already there, in the restroom, looking at it, and I'm not saying anything because it's right smack in his face, then I don't think it really matters if I tell him or not because it's right in his face, the proof that he was right about it. No need to get worked up and yell at me for "not telling him" that it's broken. If he didn't look at it or even come to me, then yea, I would go tell him. I don't see the reason for yelling at me, especially for something as small and insignificant as this on new years eve. It's just not healthy. Plus, we have company over. Can't you at least behave yourself in front of them, even if they're family members? Please have a little common courtesy to those who come to this horrendous household. The worst part isn't even this. It's the aftermath that gets me irritated. My dad pretends that nothing had happened and goes by with his day. Since this is an Asian family, most of you would relate (maybe) so I won't say more. -Sighs- I think I should stop ranting.

New Years Resolution:
Focus more, read more, and get all the books on my list of books to get.
What's yours? (:

jasy