"Don't touch my lints!" - Jasmine
"Do not focus on the grapes!" - Momo
I have got to tell you that saturday was sooo much fun. First of all though, as for my piano test, it went really well. I didn't pray about it but I did so well. My teacher didn't say anything about it. All she said was "ohh good" and we moved on. That was just the brightness of my day. So far at that point of course.
Funny. I wasn't sure that Alice was going to come so early. She came really really and reminded me that we had to prepare for Pricella's (sp?) birthday party we're throwing her. So when we were walking to like Albertsons and stuff, we were talking about lints. If you know me really well, even the tiniest things could annoy me. like lints. haaa. monay had some on her jacket so i was trying to take them off but there was one that i couldnt get off. and monay started telling us this story. im not sure but i think it was a story. so then after that story, i started saying out of no where "don't touch my lints!" but only the three of us gets it so for those of you who dont, its ok! :D
anyways. skipping ahead. the party sorta started! :D we worshipped and stuff and alice finally got us to sit down and we started the soaking thing. it was totally nice. alice's voice got in the way of some of our visions from God, but it's ok. we still love her. mine started off with this machine looking thing (i have no clue whats it called) and then it paused and skipped to a man and his son with a pink balloon. i asked God what those two have in common but he hasn't answered me so i'm still in the process of praying about it. then there was a long pause and this pale blue-ish man appeared in my vision and he kinda like opened up his mouth and his eyes were pitch black. his mouth and eyes were pitch black but it had a shiny area in it too. it pretty much freaked me out. and suddenly, this is sorta funny, but um... alice's voice interrupted again and THAT freaked me out A LOT. because it was out of no where and it was like a whisper. v___v my body actually like... you know when someone scares you and you kinda jolted? AHHH thats the word! jolted! yes my body actually jolted. *sighhh...
so as it went on this feeling from God that kept telling me to say "you're beautiful" to alice but everytime it gets stronger i couldnt find a right time to say it. so then we gathered around in a circle and alice asked us to pray for the person next to us, possibly prophesizing over them. the two people who were next to me were alice and stacey. alice was on my right and stacey was on my left.
this is what i got for alice: (most of my memory has faded away so i dont remember it quite well. forgive me please-this is going to be vague) She's going to inspire many. basically. ha. (alice! if you remember what i said then PLEASE tell me or put it in your blog! thank youuu sweetie!) and obviously the fact that alice is beautiful.
what stacey got for me: God has more things planned for me in my life. I had wings and that its opening A feather everyday. (ahhh x8) I was flying with Jesus! EEEEE~~~ I think you should ask Stacey if I missed anything because I have a feeling that I did. haaa. I'll re-edit this when i find out more.
so after that we continued with our veggie/fruits feast. played freeze again. stephanie, you're an awesome actress. seriously. so funny! so after all that people started to leave. johnny, abby, and eric came for wave and so sarah, alice, monay, and i decided to stay and join them. we basically had nothing else to do ya know? x) johnny wrote it on his blog so you can read it there. but um.. personally though, i got something from it. two things actually. one was personal and the other one was basically for either just Momo or everyone there. but i believe it was for everyone there.
1st thing i got: there was a small ruby and God held it in His big hands, looked at it really closely and kept on saying "you are sooo wonderful!!" over and over again. ^___^ HE LOVES YOU!
2nd thing i got: personal, but whatever its in the past. last year (2007) i always felt this burden, this pain (because of a few things) and like it came back during the soaking. I asked God why I was feeling that way because He basically is taking care of my heart at the moment, protecting it from everything that's a distraction. that was basically my new years resolution. the main one at least. and so God said to me, to my heart is more like it, "I wanted to remind you of the pain that caused me to take your heart in my hands and protect it from all of those distractions you had. to remind you of how you will not ever have to feel this way again because im here for you. i just wanted to remind you of this pain that so you'll know how to decide things, and know how to avoid it." i was like "awww God *love love love*"
God is just so romantic. I love Him sooo much.
today's service was totally moving. it was really interesting how um... we sang EVERY song i LIKE. im totally serious. they also played the song i've been thinking about but i didn't remember the name. was it "a little longer"? T_T JOHNNY PLEASE TELL ME. it's the one that um.. "and i.. cant thank you enough" or something like that. ughhhh! this is sooo buggy.
oka so anyway tomorrow Shin, Monay, Tiffa, May, Stephanie, Jennifer (too?), Steven, and I are planning to go to the abortion center and do that again. pray for us! :D if you wanna join it's going to be at 11am. call Shin for more information.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Friday, March 28, 2008
Anchor of Remembrance
It’s been so long I forget,
what love really can feel like.
I continue to search for,
that reassurance of love.
I feel like I’m wasting my time,
wandering around so helplessly.
I keep asking the same questions ,
“isn’t there anyone who cares for me?”
but no ones around
no ones around to hear me cry out
and there was no one around to see
the bond between You and me
You are the anchor of remembrance
the everlasting light that took away my darkness
the medicine that came and rescued me from pain
You are the anchor of remembrance
I can remember the past memories of this love
for me, You poured out Your blood and died with love
in Your heart.
- by jasypants -
im back! it's been... 4 months since i wrote anything.
i hope you enjoy! ♥ jasmine
what love really can feel like.
I continue to search for,
that reassurance of love.
I feel like I’m wasting my time,
wandering around so helplessly.
I keep asking the same questions ,
“isn’t there anyone who cares for me?”
but no ones around
no ones around to hear me cry out
and there was no one around to see
the bond between You and me
You are the anchor of remembrance
the everlasting light that took away my darkness
the medicine that came and rescued me from pain
You are the anchor of remembrance
I can remember the past memories of this love
for me, You poured out Your blood and died with love
in Your heart.
- by jasypants -
im back! it's been... 4 months since i wrote anything.
i hope you enjoy! ♥ jasmine
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Japanese Christian :O
You know how there are only about 2 percent of the Japanese people that are Christians?
well... one of my biology classmates from fall semester and i saw each other today after so long.
at first i like seriously forgot her name. (i felt so bad) but we kept talking...
i shared about so many things such as my writing, and what i wanted to start doing at pcc.
of course, to be nice and polite, i asked her questions about what she'd like to do as a career and other things. we talked for a really long time.
i finally decided to ask her if she was a Christian. she said "yes ....aaaaand no."
her explanation later just made it seem like yea she is a christian. ha. shes so funny.
well... what her group does is basically talk about what God's plan for Jesus' coming down and dying for us is. and i shared about what Jack told us a couple of weeks ago. while i was saying it, she was like "yea!" i was like totally in "hamate" (hahahaha) while i was talking to her.
then the whole dread of forgetting her name came in mind when i asked her what her number was. surprisingly she remembered mine. oh darn. hahah uh oh right? xD but she was cool with it.
we exchanged numbers and i realized that shes gonna be late to class. her name is Sakiko Muranaka. COOL RIGHT? hahaha... i mean talking about meeting a JAPANESE CHRISTIAN!
not even my best friend Darin is Christian. at least not yet ;] so. she told me that um... they were planning to have (they as in her group; forgot what it was called) this thing called "prayer of peace" and i was sooo totally into it. im planning on joining them. i then told her that i wanted to hold up signs like how Johnny and Jennifer did at their schools saying "Can i pray for you?"
she thought it was a really good idea too and since she was kinda late, i gave her IMPACT's card.
we decided to call each other up later on this week and talk more. we hugged and we rushed off to whatever we had planned. *_*
today was awesome. but. i bombed my anatomy exam. v____v
♥ jasmine
p.s. i gave her my link to my story. haaa. i hope she likes it. n____n
pp.s. i actually like reading johnny's blogs. ha.
well... one of my biology classmates from fall semester and i saw each other today after so long.
at first i like seriously forgot her name. (i felt so bad) but we kept talking...
i shared about so many things such as my writing, and what i wanted to start doing at pcc.
of course, to be nice and polite, i asked her questions about what she'd like to do as a career and other things. we talked for a really long time.
i finally decided to ask her if she was a Christian. she said "yes ....aaaaand no."
her explanation later just made it seem like yea she is a christian. ha. shes so funny.
well... what her group does is basically talk about what God's plan for Jesus' coming down and dying for us is. and i shared about what Jack told us a couple of weeks ago. while i was saying it, she was like "yea!" i was like totally in "hamate" (hahahaha) while i was talking to her.
then the whole dread of forgetting her name came in mind when i asked her what her number was. surprisingly she remembered mine. oh darn. hahah uh oh right? xD but she was cool with it.
we exchanged numbers and i realized that shes gonna be late to class. her name is Sakiko Muranaka. COOL RIGHT? hahaha... i mean talking about meeting a JAPANESE CHRISTIAN!
not even my best friend Darin is Christian. at least not yet ;] so. she told me that um... they were planning to have (they as in her group; forgot what it was called) this thing called "prayer of peace" and i was sooo totally into it. im planning on joining them. i then told her that i wanted to hold up signs like how Johnny and Jennifer did at their schools saying "Can i pray for you?"
she thought it was a really good idea too and since she was kinda late, i gave her IMPACT's card.
we decided to call each other up later on this week and talk more. we hugged and we rushed off to whatever we had planned. *_*
today was awesome. but. i bombed my anatomy exam. v____v
♥ jasmine
p.s. i gave her my link to my story. haaa. i hope she likes it. n____n
pp.s. i actually like reading johnny's blogs. ha.
Monday, March 24, 2008
HI.BYE.
went to the abortion clinic today to join shin and alice. it was funny because when my friend was driving me there, i suddenly saw a girl who looked like alice. i tried to call her but no one answered. so my friend turned around because she was like, "oh we passed it" so we turned around. i saw shin and waved and realized that it was alice on the other side of the street. i started laughing at myself. silly me. and "SO SHE DOES HAVE SPRING BREAK THIS WEEK!" -.-ll
anyway today was just totally awesome. i asked God when we were driving to the clinic to just have mercy on us, to protect us from harm, and other things like boldness. He answered of course! there were sooooo many things that happened. at first it was kind of slow and one of the other ladies came out and was trying to prove that their clinic is 97% doing this and that and the other 3% is abortion. i dont really remember that part well because sarah was the one really talking to her. after she left, sarah told me that she was the one that kicked them off of their property.
alice talked about stephanie and porqui so you can read that. it was amazing. she was just so nice and optimistic. we prayed for her wrist. the first time it was because it was hurting. the second time was that she couldn't move it from right to left so we prayed for her again. afterwards, she was like, "oh my gosh! it doesnt hurt anymore!" and her "baby" (if you were there you'd know what i mean) asked her if she was telling the truth, if she was forreal. and she nodded and said, "YEAH!" PRAISE GOD! she said that she was going to exercise her wrist so that it'll fully recover. oh man. God, bless her and porqui. may You give them all Your treasures and love. may they seek after You even more and learn to love and hunger after You. Amen.
well sarah, bryan, karen, ruth, and alice left because they had to go somewhere and alice was very exhausted. GO ALICE! YOU ARE A FIGHTING WARRIOR GODCHICK. wow. such a long name. xD anyway! shin and i were the only ones there now and so i went to the other side of the street holding up the sign that says "inside you is a miracle of life." it was getting pretty hot and standing isnt something i love to do. i admire shin. she stood like 98% of the time. according to alice's blog and my time with her. she's a superwoman! i dont think i could ever do that... now. maybe a while ago, but yea. hehe.
so after an hour or so i called shin from across the street and asked her if she wanted to switch places with me. she said sure so we switched places. it was kind of funny cause we both accidently dropped our phones randomly. but thats not the point. ha sorry. going off topic. so after some time, shin was about to come back to our original side of the street and this lady in a blue car came over. at first i was a bit scared not knowing what she'd say. but then she said hi and i responded with hi as well and she continued saying "i just want to say congrats on doing this. i feel so encouraged when i saw you girls doing this because God told me about a year ago to do this but i didnt do it. i know that God is going to bless you girls a lot so keep this up." i was like :O haaa. i kept saying thank you to her and saying God bless you. i was totally speechless. didn't know what else to say to her. i was amazed. i regret not saying this to her though: "God has everything planned out." but T_T oh well.
that gave me such an encouragement.
then this guy (it was before she came) who walked by and said hi to me. i was about to say hi back but then he said bye right after. i was like "uhh.... ok God bless you" but by that time i think he was gone. oh and when shin was back at our original location, she was tired so she sat on the sidewalk. after some time a bus came and couldnt actually park because she was sitting there. shin didnt know cause the board was blocking her view and the bus driver was telling me to tell her to not sit there. so i called shin and told her to stand up. a lady was nearby and told her that the driver wanted to speak to her. i think she told shin to not sit there because buses come here and such. then the bus driver closed the door and moved a little more. shin and i were still holding up the signs. the bus driver opened the door again and said "but i really do like your signs" ahhhh! :)
oh. there was one discouragement, but everything good that happened today i would say overcomes that. it was towards the beginning, when i first got there. i was passing out the flyers. so i stood there for some time until a lady came and i handed her one but she said no thanks. so i was like oh ok God bless you! a little while later she came over again and said "you know what i think i will get one" so i was excited. (shouldnt have been though) she then said "can i have a few more for a couple of my friends" (what a lie) and i stupidly said "sure how many would you like?" (being the nice jasmine i am to strangers when doing this kind of thing) and she (pretended to) counted in her head and fingers. then said four. i gave her three more flyers. (like i said...) she said thanks and walked away. i was looking at another direction when i turned to look at her again. i saw her near a trashcan and i was like thinking "oh shoot. she better not have..... she probably did.... no. dont think that. she couldnt be that mean could she?" so i kind of like brushed it off. when we all met again in our little group, i told sarah about it and alice said "yea she tore it and threw it into the trashcan." -.-ll oh gosh. i was like T_T nuuu the poor expensive flyers!
130 dollars. according to shin. she printed out 100 of them. so they could have been about... 1 dollar and some cents i assume. so times that with four will give you around... im not good with math but yea! you get the idea right? ahhh. my heart sank and i just quickly said with a loving heart, "Lord, I just pray that You bless her day. open her heart and make it sway into Your direction. Amen." i also heard that she was the lady that johnny pissed off. -.-ll ahahah and i heard what johnny did. he's so awesomely crazy! i want to see that happen again! johnny! bring me next time!
next time. use the laptop.
:)jasminengo.
anyway today was just totally awesome. i asked God when we were driving to the clinic to just have mercy on us, to protect us from harm, and other things like boldness. He answered of course! there were sooooo many things that happened. at first it was kind of slow and one of the other ladies came out and was trying to prove that their clinic is 97% doing this and that and the other 3% is abortion. i dont really remember that part well because sarah was the one really talking to her. after she left, sarah told me that she was the one that kicked them off of their property.
alice talked about stephanie and porqui so you can read that. it was amazing. she was just so nice and optimistic. we prayed for her wrist. the first time it was because it was hurting. the second time was that she couldn't move it from right to left so we prayed for her again. afterwards, she was like, "oh my gosh! it doesnt hurt anymore!" and her "baby" (if you were there you'd know what i mean) asked her if she was telling the truth, if she was forreal. and she nodded and said, "YEAH!" PRAISE GOD! she said that she was going to exercise her wrist so that it'll fully recover. oh man. God, bless her and porqui. may You give them all Your treasures and love. may they seek after You even more and learn to love and hunger after You. Amen.
well sarah, bryan, karen, ruth, and alice left because they had to go somewhere and alice was very exhausted. GO ALICE! YOU ARE A FIGHTING WARRIOR GODCHICK. wow. such a long name. xD anyway! shin and i were the only ones there now and so i went to the other side of the street holding up the sign that says "inside you is a miracle of life." it was getting pretty hot and standing isnt something i love to do. i admire shin. she stood like 98% of the time. according to alice's blog and my time with her. she's a superwoman! i dont think i could ever do that... now. maybe a while ago, but yea. hehe.
so after an hour or so i called shin from across the street and asked her if she wanted to switch places with me. she said sure so we switched places. it was kind of funny cause we both accidently dropped our phones randomly. but thats not the point. ha sorry. going off topic. so after some time, shin was about to come back to our original side of the street and this lady in a blue car came over. at first i was a bit scared not knowing what she'd say. but then she said hi and i responded with hi as well and she continued saying "i just want to say congrats on doing this. i feel so encouraged when i saw you girls doing this because God told me about a year ago to do this but i didnt do it. i know that God is going to bless you girls a lot so keep this up." i was like :O haaa. i kept saying thank you to her and saying God bless you. i was totally speechless. didn't know what else to say to her. i was amazed. i regret not saying this to her though: "God has everything planned out." but T_T oh well.
that gave me such an encouragement.
then this guy (it was before she came) who walked by and said hi to me. i was about to say hi back but then he said bye right after. i was like "uhh.... ok God bless you" but by that time i think he was gone. oh and when shin was back at our original location, she was tired so she sat on the sidewalk. after some time a bus came and couldnt actually park because she was sitting there. shin didnt know cause the board was blocking her view and the bus driver was telling me to tell her to not sit there. so i called shin and told her to stand up. a lady was nearby and told her that the driver wanted to speak to her. i think she told shin to not sit there because buses come here and such. then the bus driver closed the door and moved a little more. shin and i were still holding up the signs. the bus driver opened the door again and said "but i really do like your signs" ahhhh! :)
oh. there was one discouragement, but everything good that happened today i would say overcomes that. it was towards the beginning, when i first got there. i was passing out the flyers. so i stood there for some time until a lady came and i handed her one but she said no thanks. so i was like oh ok God bless you! a little while later she came over again and said "you know what i think i will get one" so i was excited. (shouldnt have been though) she then said "can i have a few more for a couple of my friends" (what a lie) and i stupidly said "sure how many would you like?" (being the nice jasmine i am to strangers when doing this kind of thing) and she (pretended to) counted in her head and fingers. then said four. i gave her three more flyers. (like i said...) she said thanks and walked away. i was looking at another direction when i turned to look at her again. i saw her near a trashcan and i was like thinking "oh shoot. she better not have..... she probably did.... no. dont think that. she couldnt be that mean could she?" so i kind of like brushed it off. when we all met again in our little group, i told sarah about it and alice said "yea she tore it and threw it into the trashcan." -.-ll oh gosh. i was like T_T nuuu the poor expensive flyers!
130 dollars. according to shin. she printed out 100 of them. so they could have been about... 1 dollar and some cents i assume. so times that with four will give you around... im not good with math but yea! you get the idea right? ahhh. my heart sank and i just quickly said with a loving heart, "Lord, I just pray that You bless her day. open her heart and make it sway into Your direction. Amen." i also heard that she was the lady that johnny pissed off. -.-ll ahahah and i heard what johnny did. he's so awesomely crazy! i want to see that happen again! johnny! bring me next time!
next time. use the laptop.
:)jasminengo.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
the Bible
i need mine back. it was a gift. from May. HI MAY.
i have other Bibles but. the one May got me was special.
because it was a gift. duhhhh.
:P
i have this huge motivation to read the bible.
i mean REALLY READ IT. possibly bible study.
but. with me and God. not with other people.
no offense. x=
I think it'd be best if I did bible study with God.
I mean He's the one the bible's talking about.
He's the one with the answers to what the bible means.
Happy Easter Sunday.
It's not about the bunnies and eggs.
It's not even about chocolate.
It's ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL about God.
Amen?
Happy birthday Flora! :) You still young.
You must be 21 right?? RIGHT? I KNOW IM RIGHT! :D
If you got Joy's text, I advise you to pray.
I am nodding. >.> ...yes. GOD. HAVE MERCY ON US.
I am studying at the moment.
Anatomy. How fun right? I am content. Not even worrying about this.
All I'm thinking is that I love God so much.
I'm going to bash in the love of God.
i have other Bibles but. the one May got me was special.
because it was a gift. duhhhh.
:P
i have this huge motivation to read the bible.
i mean REALLY READ IT. possibly bible study.
but. with me and God. not with other people.
no offense. x=
I think it'd be best if I did bible study with God.
I mean He's the one the bible's talking about.
He's the one with the answers to what the bible means.
Happy Easter Sunday.
It's not about the bunnies and eggs.
It's not even about chocolate.
It's ALLLLLLLLLLLLLL about God.
Amen?
Happy birthday Flora! :) You still young.
You must be 21 right?? RIGHT? I KNOW IM RIGHT! :D
If you got Joy's text, I advise you to pray.
I am nodding. >.> ...yes. GOD. HAVE MERCY ON US.
I am studying at the moment.
Anatomy. How fun right? I am content. Not even worrying about this.
All I'm thinking is that I love God so much.
I'm going to bash in the love of God.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
i hate bugs
had such a weird dream last night/this morning.
it was about this little creature that you'd think came from movies like robots or somethinng.
i dunno it was weird and scary. haha
IT WAS BIG. im exaggerating. bigger than any bug ive seen at least. haa.
it was very color and ran really fast. and in my dream i believe it was me, another girl, and a guy.
i really dont know who but i had a feeling it was alice or monay and allan.
haa fun. it ran around my room and in my dream, my room was pretty big.
reality, its not. ha. so we were like freaked out right? screaming and trying to like... get out of the bug's way. ooooh! and it like squeaks! like it tries to speak a little. kinda like that bad transformer robot. the weird looking spikey one hahaha. JUXBOX. i think. remember now?
anyway yeah. so i finally got to open my door and it ran out, into the restroom, then said
"need to get fresh air!" and ran back toward my room and i was like what the heck??
so i tried to close the door again and dang it was strong. i had to push with two arms just to try to close my door. so usually if you're pushing really hard and on the other side of the door the person like... nevermind thats stupid. ha. anyway! i tried to just like let go of the door so maybe the buglike thing would fly and hit the wall somewhere but it didnt! it came in.
damn. right? x)
so we rushed outside and i suppose allan forgot to close the door on it. (dangit my room!)
so it followed us out into the living room. my dad was watching television and asked us whats wrong. i was pulling on his arm and pointing at the buglike thing and said "THATS WHATS WRONG!" and he just stood up and went over to it. he kicked it a little and it kinda bounced back. then he did something. oh no what was it? x___x *thinks REALLLL hard* i think he like took something and stabbed it. or stepped on it really hard. either one i was like o_O hahaha. that part at least i believe i know what it meant. GOD PROTECTS US :]
wanna take a stab at this one? hahaha.
i hate bugs.
love, me.
it was about this little creature that you'd think came from movies like robots or somethinng.
i dunno it was weird and scary. haha
IT WAS BIG. im exaggerating. bigger than any bug ive seen at least. haa.
it was very color and ran really fast. and in my dream i believe it was me, another girl, and a guy.
i really dont know who but i had a feeling it was alice or monay and allan.
haa fun. it ran around my room and in my dream, my room was pretty big.
reality, its not. ha. so we were like freaked out right? screaming and trying to like... get out of the bug's way. ooooh! and it like squeaks! like it tries to speak a little. kinda like that bad transformer robot. the weird looking spikey one hahaha. JUXBOX. i think. remember now?
anyway yeah. so i finally got to open my door and it ran out, into the restroom, then said
"need to get fresh air!" and ran back toward my room and i was like what the heck??
so i tried to close the door again and dang it was strong. i had to push with two arms just to try to close my door. so usually if you're pushing really hard and on the other side of the door the person like... nevermind thats stupid. ha. anyway! i tried to just like let go of the door so maybe the buglike thing would fly and hit the wall somewhere but it didnt! it came in.
damn. right? x)
so we rushed outside and i suppose allan forgot to close the door on it. (dangit my room!)
so it followed us out into the living room. my dad was watching television and asked us whats wrong. i was pulling on his arm and pointing at the buglike thing and said "THATS WHATS WRONG!" and he just stood up and went over to it. he kicked it a little and it kinda bounced back. then he did something. oh no what was it? x___x *thinks REALLLL hard* i think he like took something and stabbed it. or stepped on it really hard. either one i was like o_O hahaha. that part at least i believe i know what it meant. GOD PROTECTS US :]
wanna take a stab at this one? hahaha.
i hate bugs.
love, me.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
L64748
it seems i have more things to say nowadays. which is pretty good i suppose.
starting to use yahoo messanger. add me! apastellelife@yahoo.com
johnny gave me this verse & i suddenly had a thankful heart:
"I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and puts them into practice. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built."
-Luke 6:47~48-
thanks john john.
let me meditate on this verse.
right when the day started, my mind was racing around making me think of a lot of things. things my heart have been thinking about but my mind hasnt been able to catch up until this morning. ha. thats funny. anyway.
the first thing was about colone and perfume.
many people put soooo much on themselves that it stinks to a certain degree. no offense and all. i know we just want to smell good. but we as human beings already have a distinct smell. though we dont notice it at the moment, we do. and i believe that God loves that smell. even though as we get older and our smell becomes more noticable, i think Gods just sitting on His throne thinking "ahh, my favorite smell in the whole entire world."
sounds weird huh? i dunno. maybe i AM thinking too much. but i just dont get why some people LOVE to shower themselves with perfume and colone. my dad puts tons on. okay. im exaggerating. he puts a lot. hahaha. especially when he goes out to meet someone important or whatever. i can smell it from across the house. im serious. and in the car, since it's so compacted, i think some of his colone gets on me. v___v so i go to class smelling like i used men's colone.
oh and when i spray a little of like one of my sprays from victoria's secret (i believe), JUST A LITTLE OK, he complains. im like "dude what the heck?" but whatever. its all good.
sometimes i just wished that i didnt have my smell buds. x)
and then another thing i was thinking about this morning was...
talking. yes talking. something mostly everyone does.
im not really complaining or anything, but some people LOOOOVE to talk.
i mean thats good and all, but they sometimes go overboard and dont let the other person talk. so the other person ends up sitting there listening to them and even if they had many things to say, they cant because they never get the right chance to say it and if they interrupt the person whose talking then it could be considered rude. human beings have so many rules and ways of describing something that it makes this world so untrue. i dunno. it could just be me.
i feel this way sometimes. im the listener. i mean to be honest i LOVE to listen to people talk. it gives me a sense of calmness that i dont need to say much. but when i do, i cant because the other person is talking on and on and there's no room to cut in. and im that sort of person who hates interrupting people (but do sometimes when im thinking about something and i remember something from a while ago and im just so happy so i blurt it out; i know many of you do that too).
dont get me wrong or anything. i wont hate you if you keep talking. its good because you should use what God gave you. and for those who dont like talking and rather just listen like myself most of the time, dont blame people like that for not speaking aloud and participating in the everyday lifestyle that supposedly we're suppose to have. we could have many different reasons for not talking a lot. then in comes the whole psychology stuff. oh man i love it. but anyway. but then again. why not use what God gave us right? yeeees. a discussion. an argument. human beings are so complex. ha. which makes me LOVE God even more. and by loving God even more, i just tend to love people more for their complexities. does that make sense to you all? i hope so.
anywho.
i want to go to a shelter.
the people there are so cute.
kids. elderly. adults. in their own special way, they're all so darn cute.
AHH. abortion clinic.
shinnyyyyyyyyyyyy.
need to call her.
finally drove home today. havent driven in so long.
im finding it rather boring thats why. hahahahaha.
have you gotten to that point yet? where you have your license already. you've been driving around, practicing. and then. BAM! it hits you. DRIVING IS BORING. yes. thats where im at. it is boring. maybe im the only one who ever felt this way, but its ok. what i need to start doing is run. get into shape ya know? OH OH OH. i found a korean tutor! :D YAYYY. it's my friend who im trying to do the caring network with. one person at a time. shes mine! >) no steal ok?? jeshica. she's going to teach me korean. WHOOOHOOO. i will stick with it. because its been a motivation for sooo long. its stronger than wanting to learn japanese. O: i know huh! hahah jk. and if you know me well enough, you'll know how happy i was. MEHEHEHEHEH.
k me go now.
tons of stuff to do.
missjasminengo.
ps. i need to get a korean translator for this comp. (:
pps. i just remembered that i forgot to meet up with mei again. v_v oh nuuuu. its ok. next time. whenever that is. haha.
starting to use yahoo messanger. add me! apastellelife@yahoo.com
johnny gave me this verse & i suddenly had a thankful heart:
"I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and puts them into practice. He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built."
-Luke 6:47~48-
thanks john john.
let me meditate on this verse.
right when the day started, my mind was racing around making me think of a lot of things. things my heart have been thinking about but my mind hasnt been able to catch up until this morning. ha. thats funny. anyway.
the first thing was about colone and perfume.
many people put soooo much on themselves that it stinks to a certain degree. no offense and all. i know we just want to smell good. but we as human beings already have a distinct smell. though we dont notice it at the moment, we do. and i believe that God loves that smell. even though as we get older and our smell becomes more noticable, i think Gods just sitting on His throne thinking "ahh, my favorite smell in the whole entire world."
sounds weird huh? i dunno. maybe i AM thinking too much. but i just dont get why some people LOVE to shower themselves with perfume and colone. my dad puts tons on. okay. im exaggerating. he puts a lot. hahaha. especially when he goes out to meet someone important or whatever. i can smell it from across the house. im serious. and in the car, since it's so compacted, i think some of his colone gets on me. v___v so i go to class smelling like i used men's colone.
oh and when i spray a little of like one of my sprays from victoria's secret (i believe), JUST A LITTLE OK, he complains. im like "dude what the heck?" but whatever. its all good.
sometimes i just wished that i didnt have my smell buds. x)
and then another thing i was thinking about this morning was...
talking. yes talking. something mostly everyone does.
im not really complaining or anything, but some people LOOOOVE to talk.
i mean thats good and all, but they sometimes go overboard and dont let the other person talk. so the other person ends up sitting there listening to them and even if they had many things to say, they cant because they never get the right chance to say it and if they interrupt the person whose talking then it could be considered rude. human beings have so many rules and ways of describing something that it makes this world so untrue. i dunno. it could just be me.
i feel this way sometimes. im the listener. i mean to be honest i LOVE to listen to people talk. it gives me a sense of calmness that i dont need to say much. but when i do, i cant because the other person is talking on and on and there's no room to cut in. and im that sort of person who hates interrupting people (but do sometimes when im thinking about something and i remember something from a while ago and im just so happy so i blurt it out; i know many of you do that too).
dont get me wrong or anything. i wont hate you if you keep talking. its good because you should use what God gave you. and for those who dont like talking and rather just listen like myself most of the time, dont blame people like that for not speaking aloud and participating in the everyday lifestyle that supposedly we're suppose to have. we could have many different reasons for not talking a lot. then in comes the whole psychology stuff. oh man i love it. but anyway. but then again. why not use what God gave us right? yeeees. a discussion. an argument. human beings are so complex. ha. which makes me LOVE God even more. and by loving God even more, i just tend to love people more for their complexities. does that make sense to you all? i hope so.
anywho.
i want to go to a shelter.
the people there are so cute.
kids. elderly. adults. in their own special way, they're all so darn cute.
AHH. abortion clinic.
shinnyyyyyyyyyyyy.
need to call her.
finally drove home today. havent driven in so long.
im finding it rather boring thats why. hahahahaha.
have you gotten to that point yet? where you have your license already. you've been driving around, practicing. and then. BAM! it hits you. DRIVING IS BORING. yes. thats where im at. it is boring. maybe im the only one who ever felt this way, but its ok. what i need to start doing is run. get into shape ya know? OH OH OH. i found a korean tutor! :D YAYYY. it's my friend who im trying to do the caring network with. one person at a time. shes mine! >) no steal ok?? jeshica. she's going to teach me korean. WHOOOHOOO. i will stick with it. because its been a motivation for sooo long. its stronger than wanting to learn japanese. O: i know huh! hahah jk. and if you know me well enough, you'll know how happy i was. MEHEHEHEHEH.
k me go now.
tons of stuff to do.
missjasminengo.
ps. i need to get a korean translator for this comp. (:
pps. i just remembered that i forgot to meet up with mei again. v_v oh nuuuu. its ok. next time. whenever that is. haha.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
EV.
math is confusing. still better than science though.
it's so true that all the math teachers suck and cant teach.
Lord, i pray that You give them revelations.
so i met up with mei. chi wasnt with her this time though. what a bummer.
but i did get to meet someone else. her name is janice. she's korean so she's probably radical.
like everyone says. hahaha. i didn't get to really know how she worships God, because this was only evangelizing. anyway. going on to what happened! :)
the first person was someone who was agnostic. great.
i used the love movement method. (thanks alice!!)
she was actually pretty nice when she rejected the prayer.
"smokers are the best people to talk to. they have this addiction so it's even better because they NEED God" - Mei. makes sense.
the second person was catholic. meeting her was a great encouragement.
she had a lot of stress lately so mei and i prayed that God would just fill her with joy and take away her burdens of worriness and cast her into a realm where it's all just so chill. x) well. we didn't pray it like that but you get the idea. we chitchatted with her for a long time. i gave her IMPACT's card and put my name and number on it too just in case she couldn't find the place or whatnot. oh and her name is yvette. after we prayed for her, she told us that she felt more peaceful. YAY GO GOD. work through her, Father! :D
then we walked around some more and decided to go up to this one asian girl.
her name was claire and she was apparently studying for her geography test which by the way was at 6:30pm. around that time it was about five i believe. i asked mei to translate for me while i was talking to her. then mei asked her if we could pray for her and she stood up and said "oh please please" i was pretty happy because she looked so eagered, so happy that we offered to pray for her. my heart filled with joy.
so mei prayed for her. at first i thought she was going to pray in chinese. but i guessed wrong.
afterwards, she thanked us and i gave her IMPACT's card, wrote my name and number on it just in case. then what made me even happier was the fact that she said, "i'll come when i can or depending on what i get on this geography test"
i KNOW that God will keep His promise when seeing us in faith. God, I pray that You bless her and annoint her with knowledge for her geography test. I know Lord that it's nearly 9 at the moment, but i just hope You still hear me out. i see the light in her Jesus. Use this to bring her to You. show her the love You have for her. im crying out to You for her. she is Your daughter. we are hungry for You. In Your name, I pray Amen.
"this is actually going pretty well. your way is better. i like it. people are responding nicely." - mei
YAY GO GOD.
love, jasmine.
it's so true that all the math teachers suck and cant teach.
Lord, i pray that You give them revelations.
so i met up with mei. chi wasnt with her this time though. what a bummer.
but i did get to meet someone else. her name is janice. she's korean so she's probably radical.
like everyone says. hahaha. i didn't get to really know how she worships God, because this was only evangelizing. anyway. going on to what happened! :)
the first person was someone who was agnostic. great.
i used the love movement method. (thanks alice!!)
she was actually pretty nice when she rejected the prayer.
"smokers are the best people to talk to. they have this addiction so it's even better because they NEED God" - Mei. makes sense.
the second person was catholic. meeting her was a great encouragement.
she had a lot of stress lately so mei and i prayed that God would just fill her with joy and take away her burdens of worriness and cast her into a realm where it's all just so chill. x) well. we didn't pray it like that but you get the idea. we chitchatted with her for a long time. i gave her IMPACT's card and put my name and number on it too just in case she couldn't find the place or whatnot. oh and her name is yvette. after we prayed for her, she told us that she felt more peaceful. YAY GO GOD. work through her, Father! :D
then we walked around some more and decided to go up to this one asian girl.
her name was claire and she was apparently studying for her geography test which by the way was at 6:30pm. around that time it was about five i believe. i asked mei to translate for me while i was talking to her. then mei asked her if we could pray for her and she stood up and said "oh please please" i was pretty happy because she looked so eagered, so happy that we offered to pray for her. my heart filled with joy.
so mei prayed for her. at first i thought she was going to pray in chinese. but i guessed wrong.
afterwards, she thanked us and i gave her IMPACT's card, wrote my name and number on it just in case. then what made me even happier was the fact that she said, "i'll come when i can or depending on what i get on this geography test"
i KNOW that God will keep His promise when seeing us in faith. God, I pray that You bless her and annoint her with knowledge for her geography test. I know Lord that it's nearly 9 at the moment, but i just hope You still hear me out. i see the light in her Jesus. Use this to bring her to You. show her the love You have for her. im crying out to You for her. she is Your daughter. we are hungry for You. In Your name, I pray Amen.
"this is actually going pretty well. your way is better. i like it. people are responding nicely." - mei
YAY GO GOD.
love, jasmine.
Monday, March 17, 2008
GIMMEMORELORD
haha what the heck? parents are listening to korean. there's nothing wrong with it, but i always wonder why they do that instead of listening to vietnamese. O: sometimes i think they're really koreans instead. HA. i wish. but then it wouldn't be fair that they never told me cause then i'd be behind on knowing the language itself. v____v okay anyway. that was total random nonsense. haha.
God is on fire. and i'll tell you why right now.
originally, my anatomy exam number 2 was suppose to be on friday.
well.. my teacher changed it to monday. easter is gone' be one of my favorite uh.. holidays? now.
He sent me two people from USC who were going around talking to people about their christian thing (i forgot what it was called) at USC. I felt so encouraged. They even prayed for me! :D
they were encouraged as well. Mei and Chi. Such nice people. Bless their spiritual walk, Lord.
I had a nice chat with them around the area of the weird structures. (pcc people hopefully know what im talking about haha; i call it that but it's that area in front of the library)
we talked about the whole evangelizing and what we do when we evangelize. I gave them IMPACT's card and said that they can visit us sometime. I got Mei's number and she invited me to join them tomorrow around 4 to evangelize. COOL STUFF. MEHEHEHEHE.
GIMMEMORELORD.
Sunday's worship was so powerful. the Holy Spirit was definitely working in most of us.
after the service, i quickly got up and asked alice to ask as many people to go to the back middle room as she could. a lot of people joined us. we started praying and somehow the Spirit just overtook us. or at least it over took me in some ways. i started weeping for the lost souls, for our schools, for ourselves, and repented.
finally bought the organizer&some business-like clothing.
i need to find other colors besides black.
pants were black, a blouse was black, a shirt was black, and i only bought on aqua looking color blouse. L-O-V-E-L-Y.
God, put colors in my life please! Although i like black, other colors should matter too.
oka so now im waiting upon my upcoming essay, my exam and test, appointment with counselor which i have to call immediately or else id have my dental hygiene counselor which i dont want and the evanglizing thing im doing. so encouraged. GOD GIVE ME MORE BOLDNESS!
on the other hand of being so very optimistic, i do feel a sense of guilt. i saw this man in a wheelchair today but for some odd reason, i didn't stand up and pray for him. he was going around with another man asking people if they wanted to sign up for this thing. it was one of those vote no or yes to this and that kinda thing. to be honest, i think i was afraid that he'd ask me to sign it. v__v uhmph. bad jasmine! *slaps my hand*
God forgive me. i keep saying that your will be done in my life, but i couldnt even go up to that guy in the wheelchair. my heart weeps for my stupidity God. i truly am hungry for You.
As you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
as you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
oceans will part, nations come
at the whisper of your call.
hope will rise, glory shown
in my life, your will be done.
-- Oceans will part--
This has been stuck in my head because I sang this twice in a row.
Alice used this song for fellowship and we sang this at church yesterday.
God is trying to tell us something!
HE IS CALLING US TO RAISE HOPE, SHOW PEOPLE HIS GLORY, BRING NATIONS BACK TO HIM and just simply do His will.
God I just pray for this nation, open our eyes God. make us humble. tenderize our hearts. we are Yours forever. put in us the desire of Your heart. there are so many things we say, but never do. there are so many people we can save, but we're afraid to even say Your name in front of them. take away this fear, take away this burden we have, take away this anxiety and fill us again with Your love and mercy. Lord, i should be doing my homework right now, but im praying to You. calling out to You. make us HUNGRY for You, Jesus!! GIVE US MORE. WE WANT IT. WE WANT MORE OF YOU. Lord, You always keep Your promises. it's time for us to stand up and make a promise to You. but thats the thing. this generation is lazy. (no offense to everyone). even if we promise You something, we might not do it and forget all about it. take away the laziness. I pray that You keep sending down, soaking us with everything. make us see things in Your view. make us DESIRE what You desire Lord. "break my heart for what breaks yours. everything i am is for your kingdom's cause. as i walk from earth into eternity" yes Jesus. yes. Bless and annoint us once again. give us Your calling. let us hear Your voice clearer. bring to us what we dare not see and know because we're afraid to to show us this world's true identity. fire fall down! fire fall down! on us, we pray! Amen.
God I love you.
His daughter, jasmine ngo.
God is on fire. and i'll tell you why right now.
originally, my anatomy exam number 2 was suppose to be on friday.
well.. my teacher changed it to monday. easter is gone' be one of my favorite uh.. holidays? now.
He sent me two people from USC who were going around talking to people about their christian thing (i forgot what it was called) at USC. I felt so encouraged. They even prayed for me! :D
they were encouraged as well. Mei and Chi. Such nice people. Bless their spiritual walk, Lord.
I had a nice chat with them around the area of the weird structures. (pcc people hopefully know what im talking about haha; i call it that but it's that area in front of the library)
we talked about the whole evangelizing and what we do when we evangelize. I gave them IMPACT's card and said that they can visit us sometime. I got Mei's number and she invited me to join them tomorrow around 4 to evangelize. COOL STUFF. MEHEHEHEHE.
GIMMEMORELORD.
Sunday's worship was so powerful. the Holy Spirit was definitely working in most of us.
after the service, i quickly got up and asked alice to ask as many people to go to the back middle room as she could. a lot of people joined us. we started praying and somehow the Spirit just overtook us. or at least it over took me in some ways. i started weeping for the lost souls, for our schools, for ourselves, and repented.
finally bought the organizer&some business-like clothing.
i need to find other colors besides black.
pants were black, a blouse was black, a shirt was black, and i only bought on aqua looking color blouse. L-O-V-E-L-Y.
God, put colors in my life please! Although i like black, other colors should matter too.
oka so now im waiting upon my upcoming essay, my exam and test, appointment with counselor which i have to call immediately or else id have my dental hygiene counselor which i dont want and the evanglizing thing im doing. so encouraged. GOD GIVE ME MORE BOLDNESS!
on the other hand of being so very optimistic, i do feel a sense of guilt. i saw this man in a wheelchair today but for some odd reason, i didn't stand up and pray for him. he was going around with another man asking people if they wanted to sign up for this thing. it was one of those vote no or yes to this and that kinda thing. to be honest, i think i was afraid that he'd ask me to sign it. v__v uhmph. bad jasmine! *slaps my hand*
God forgive me. i keep saying that your will be done in my life, but i couldnt even go up to that guy in the wheelchair. my heart weeps for my stupidity God. i truly am hungry for You.
As you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
as you open my eyes to the work of your hand,
oceans will part, nations come
at the whisper of your call.
hope will rise, glory shown
in my life, your will be done.
-- Oceans will part--
This has been stuck in my head because I sang this twice in a row.
Alice used this song for fellowship and we sang this at church yesterday.
God is trying to tell us something!
HE IS CALLING US TO RAISE HOPE, SHOW PEOPLE HIS GLORY, BRING NATIONS BACK TO HIM and just simply do His will.
God I just pray for this nation, open our eyes God. make us humble. tenderize our hearts. we are Yours forever. put in us the desire of Your heart. there are so many things we say, but never do. there are so many people we can save, but we're afraid to even say Your name in front of them. take away this fear, take away this burden we have, take away this anxiety and fill us again with Your love and mercy. Lord, i should be doing my homework right now, but im praying to You. calling out to You. make us HUNGRY for You, Jesus!! GIVE US MORE. WE WANT IT. WE WANT MORE OF YOU. Lord, You always keep Your promises. it's time for us to stand up and make a promise to You. but thats the thing. this generation is lazy. (no offense to everyone). even if we promise You something, we might not do it and forget all about it. take away the laziness. I pray that You keep sending down, soaking us with everything. make us see things in Your view. make us DESIRE what You desire Lord. "break my heart for what breaks yours. everything i am is for your kingdom's cause. as i walk from earth into eternity" yes Jesus. yes. Bless and annoint us once again. give us Your calling. let us hear Your voice clearer. bring to us what we dare not see and know because we're afraid to to show us this world's true identity. fire fall down! fire fall down! on us, we pray! Amen.
God I love you.
His daughter, jasmine ngo.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
rest & get better
perhaps some of you have noticed that i haven't been enjoying my piano class lately.
if not, thats fine. i don't really notice a lot of what you've been feeling either. not that i don't care, but because i've also been busy. and if that's your case then we're equal. hm.
well anyway. i've been really busy with different things and on top of that, i haven't been getting enough sleep. not good. if you read alice's blog for thursday (i believe) march 13 it talks about resting. i know i know. you rest when you sleep. but some people tend to go overboard.
they push themselves so hard that they only sleep maybe 2 hours a day or something.
that's me. sort of. just a little.
i am taking anatomy, piano, english, and math.
anatomy and piano takes a lot of your time.
and all of them require you to use your brain (hopefully) 24 hours a day. some for life purposes.
then i have something called experience with my major; training.
now that is like whenever, flexible and all, but it's late at night when we have it. not good.
coming back around nearly midnight and having class the next day isn't fun.
then there's the whole caring network that we must keep on doing. and to be honest with you. sometimes i forget to do it. we have 24 hours in a day and still.. i can't even manage to call someone that i haven't talked to for a week or so and ask them "how are you?" pathetic.
the worse part.
who in their right minds chooses a saturday class unless it's something very important?
me. piano. not important and yet i am taking it on a saturday. what the heck? v___v
i am not complaining and yet i am. does that make sense? i hope so.
OH GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICH! alice is the bomb. muahahahah. yum~~~~
this morning, i said to God, "I know i haven't been practicing and all but God, please help me do well on the test. let the teacher see that i actually tried." and guess what? I DID BETTER THAN LAST WEEK! *nodds* yes.
God is giving me so many things lately.
gonna go do stuff and get an organizer.
jasmine.
if not, thats fine. i don't really notice a lot of what you've been feeling either. not that i don't care, but because i've also been busy. and if that's your case then we're equal. hm.
well anyway. i've been really busy with different things and on top of that, i haven't been getting enough sleep. not good. if you read alice's blog for thursday (i believe) march 13 it talks about resting. i know i know. you rest when you sleep. but some people tend to go overboard.
they push themselves so hard that they only sleep maybe 2 hours a day or something.
that's me. sort of. just a little.
i am taking anatomy, piano, english, and math.
anatomy and piano takes a lot of your time.
and all of them require you to use your brain (hopefully) 24 hours a day. some for life purposes.
then i have something called experience with my major; training.
now that is like whenever, flexible and all, but it's late at night when we have it. not good.
coming back around nearly midnight and having class the next day isn't fun.
then there's the whole caring network that we must keep on doing. and to be honest with you. sometimes i forget to do it. we have 24 hours in a day and still.. i can't even manage to call someone that i haven't talked to for a week or so and ask them "how are you?" pathetic.
the worse part.
who in their right minds chooses a saturday class unless it's something very important?
me. piano. not important and yet i am taking it on a saturday. what the heck? v___v
i am not complaining and yet i am. does that make sense? i hope so.
OH GRILLED CHEESE SANDWICH! alice is the bomb. muahahahah. yum~~~~
this morning, i said to God, "I know i haven't been practicing and all but God, please help me do well on the test. let the teacher see that i actually tried." and guess what? I DID BETTER THAN LAST WEEK! *nodds* yes.
God is giving me so many things lately.
gonna go do stuff and get an organizer.
jasmine.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
X
dad wants me to wear suit-like clothing to church now.
told me a story of his days of going to church. how my grandpa wouldnt let them go if they looked not fitted for church. i was laughing inside, thinking "dad. have you seen the others at my church? this is a youth church, we wouldnt want to wear those sophisticated kind of clothes. it'll make us feel weird. and even if we did, would we have the money to purchase it? no." and on the outside i was shaking my head in the backseat.
does this mean he'll let me buy as many nice suit-like clothings from now on? :/ i wonder.
i've always wanted to have clothings like that to make myself not so child-like. i mean its not bad being young and all but sometimes im sick of my clothings. i want a different and more mature style, not that it makes you look more mature, but its just...
i dont know. my mind works in mysterious ways or the fact that i just think too much.
yea, thats probably it.
cough cough cough. please go away. and come back another day. or never would be good too.
hosanna has been stuck in my head for the past week.
its such a powerful and touching song. which reminds me.
MY POOR BIBLE! MY PRECIOUS BIBLE!
not. in. my. limited. reach. but. far. from. me. somewhere. with guppy.
my most valued aspect of my life. `tis lonely without you my darling.
im going to hug it and kiss it and sing to it when i get it back.
no. guppy didnt steal it. it was for other purposes. dont ask. lol
thanks for the prayers. im really not suppose to talk about what i talked about.
BUT. thank you all who did pray for me. i needs to pray more about it.
esp for the responses from my parents.
think nothing of it, just pray. no worries. hope. faith. love. god, i love Him.
He's really stirring my heart up. all the terms for anatomy. oh gosh.
it'd take a miracle for me to memorize all that by next friday. hmm... and by that time, who knows what i'd be doing.
i wish it was already saturday afternoon. im looking forward to more sharing and encouragement from everyone. my dream for this group as of right now is for them to become more encouraged to get out there and not be intimidated by the world, by the devil. as long as you have God by your side, nothing against God will win. have faith. Amen? :)
God, I thank You for the opportunities. May You continue to help me with it, guiding me along the way and destroying everything that goes against You and who tries to get to me. I know You love me and You'll protect me from harm. I love You Jesus. I thank You for the bajillion terms for anatomy. I'll have so much fun learning them more once I get my skull on friday. Thank You for making it only 30 bucks. I bet other stores would have made it far more expensive.
Oh, that reminds me. anatomy book. must find one.
God please prepare me one. im lazy at the moment though so i'll find one hopefully on friday.
order it and get it next week, hopefully before the exam. if not, God help me. I'll pull an all nighter again if i must.
i must get a B on the written and a C on the practical or vice versa.
this has gotten long and im just talking about stuff. what else though.
oh yes. im glad i took nutrition, biology, and anatomy. i actually enjoy[ed] it.
in a weird twisted way. ha. worries x____x noooo. go away!!!!!!
PRESSUUUUUUUURE. *@_@*
just being me, jasmine.
told me a story of his days of going to church. how my grandpa wouldnt let them go if they looked not fitted for church. i was laughing inside, thinking "dad. have you seen the others at my church? this is a youth church, we wouldnt want to wear those sophisticated kind of clothes. it'll make us feel weird. and even if we did, would we have the money to purchase it? no." and on the outside i was shaking my head in the backseat.
does this mean he'll let me buy as many nice suit-like clothings from now on? :/ i wonder.
i've always wanted to have clothings like that to make myself not so child-like. i mean its not bad being young and all but sometimes im sick of my clothings. i want a different and more mature style, not that it makes you look more mature, but its just...
i dont know. my mind works in mysterious ways or the fact that i just think too much.
yea, thats probably it.
cough cough cough. please go away. and come back another day. or never would be good too.
hosanna has been stuck in my head for the past week.
its such a powerful and touching song. which reminds me.
MY POOR BIBLE! MY PRECIOUS BIBLE!
not. in. my. limited. reach. but. far. from. me. somewhere. with guppy.
my most valued aspect of my life. `tis lonely without you my darling.
im going to hug it and kiss it and sing to it when i get it back.
no. guppy didnt steal it. it was for other purposes. dont ask. lol
thanks for the prayers. im really not suppose to talk about what i talked about.
BUT. thank you all who did pray for me. i needs to pray more about it.
esp for the responses from my parents.
think nothing of it, just pray. no worries. hope. faith. love. god, i love Him.
He's really stirring my heart up. all the terms for anatomy. oh gosh.
it'd take a miracle for me to memorize all that by next friday. hmm... and by that time, who knows what i'd be doing.
i wish it was already saturday afternoon. im looking forward to more sharing and encouragement from everyone. my dream for this group as of right now is for them to become more encouraged to get out there and not be intimidated by the world, by the devil. as long as you have God by your side, nothing against God will win. have faith. Amen? :)
God, I thank You for the opportunities. May You continue to help me with it, guiding me along the way and destroying everything that goes against You and who tries to get to me. I know You love me and You'll protect me from harm. I love You Jesus. I thank You for the bajillion terms for anatomy. I'll have so much fun learning them more once I get my skull on friday. Thank You for making it only 30 bucks. I bet other stores would have made it far more expensive.
Oh, that reminds me. anatomy book. must find one.
God please prepare me one. im lazy at the moment though so i'll find one hopefully on friday.
order it and get it next week, hopefully before the exam. if not, God help me. I'll pull an all nighter again if i must.
i must get a B on the written and a C on the practical or vice versa.
this has gotten long and im just talking about stuff. what else though.
oh yes. im glad i took nutrition, biology, and anatomy. i actually enjoy[ed] it.
in a weird twisted way. ha. worries x____x noooo. go away!!!!!!
PRESSUUUUUUUURE. *@_@*
just being me, jasmine.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Sucess!
Brought camera and didn't even use it. I totally forgot! oiiii.
Alright so Alice and I went to the mall today to have city invasion. At first, we started out with Guppy, Alice, Guppy's friend, and myself. However, as the time went by, Guppy and her friend kind of came late and ended up deciding to not join us. Shopping over city invasion. Tempting, isn't it? Anyway. I understand why. Her friend just came from Malaysia to visit her so why not spend some time like shopping with one another. I don't blame her. We never got to meet her friend, though. ]: ....okay. Moving on. Alice and I were alone at first. We prayed for people overall. It was awesome! Our goal was 20 people. Alice saw a man with a black suit and a black hat, a man with crutches, and a vision that what we say to people today will touch their hearts. Amen! I saw colors of flame, the word "AX," a dragon, and a little girl with a doll. Amazing how I keep getting weird things as my visions. Ha. Love You God! I love how You're so funny! ^_____^ You keep me smiling everyday!
The list of people: (not really in order)
1. Johnny Rockets middle aged man: rejected. He was nice about it. GO ALICE! :)
2. Audrey & >Brandie< (haha i forgot): Love Movement. Worked well. They were pretty nice about it. Prayed for them too. I like their hair! :D Bless their hearts, God.
3. John from Johnny Rockets: Was totally into it. Asked us to pray for his daughter who was sitting right next to him with her boyfriend. Alice prayed for them while I prayed for John. Afterwards, he prayed for us for boldness and courage because he offered us a prayer. He was sooo inspiring! Thank You God for bringing to us John. I was so glad I got a feeling to pray for him and actually did.
4&5. John's daughter & her boyfriend: Alice prayed for them. His daughter was very pretty and both her and her boyfriend were very cool about it. Such nice people. I'm glad. So Alice might share more on that part because I wasn't included since I was praying for John. Bless their lives, Lord.
6. Maria's daughter: I forgot her name. I know. Sad, right? Anyways, we prayed for her daughter who was sick. So we asked God to pour down His Kingdom come unto her because in His Kingdom, there is no sickness. Amen?? :)
7. A teen guy in a wheelchair: His name was Josh. We didn't actually get to ask him how he became that way, but either way, we believe that God will heal him. We asked God to heal his body so that he can walk again; walk in the path toward Jesus. We asked for His Kingdom to come onto Josh. Josh was really nice about it too. We shook his hand and everything. I'm glad there are some people like him, who seem like he's a wanna be something, but are really good inside and are open to other people. Truly, he touched me. I believe that soon, Josh will be able to stand! IN THE NAME OF JESUS, HE'LL WALK! Amen!
8,9,&10. Virgina, Bonnie, and Irene: Virgina is Bonne's mother. She was in a wheelchair and it just seemed like she was in her own little world. :/ We asked Bonnie if we could pray for her and the woman next to Bonnie was Irene. So before we prayed for Virgina, Irene was telling us of how she got saved. It was sooo inspiring! Such a good testimony! Literally. It was one of those life changing experience. Okay so her first testimony was how she got saved, got a second chance. She had a disease (we don't know how recent) and basically it was a cruel disease. The disease makes your nervous system attack each other and not only that you're paralyzed, it also hurts like a beep. (ha). Yea, so it's very cruel to your body. So basically, one night, a pastor came on her television set and he was preaching. In her mind, she was cussing him out. "Why did this pastor come on the television?!" she thought. Her head at first was filled with thoughts until the pastor said something about giving your life to Christ. Then she told herself to shut up and listen. Then she told us about how people don't believe in a God when they're living, but when they're in a near death situation, they start to think about WHAT IF there is a God. So she listened to what the pastor had to say. That night, I believe, she accepted Christ. The next day, I believe, her whole entire body was healed. AMAZING RIGHT?! I mean she said there's NO CURE for that sickness! COME ON PEOPLE! Hallelujah! So after that Alice and I got soo excited and inspired by it. Then we prayed for Virgina and Bonnie. It was just wow. Afterwards, Irene said that she wanted to share another one with us since she was like "God sent these lovely Angels" toward the end. (Though I think she was our Angel). She told us how she told her children that Jesus was sitting in that shining star looking down at us. That night, God corrected her. He showed her through His eyes of how he viewed Earth. It was sooo tiny. He said, "I can see each and everyone of you and what you do. I am way bigger. Jesus is not sitting on that star, look at how big I am." It was so cool! God is just so amazing. He is bigger than life! Amen? So afterwards, Irene, Alice, and I all prayed together. We gave her Impact's card and she said that it was such a cute name for a youth church! xD HEHEHEHE. So we invited her to come sometime. Told her the time and everything. I hope to see her soon! Possibly tomorrow with her children! n____n. LORD YOU WORK WONDERS! I LOVE YOU.
11&12. Robin & her friend: Alice, Tiffa, and I prayed for these two girls. Used the love movement strategy. God, bless those girls with their studies.
13. Girl with doll: YES! THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU TIFFA! Remember how I said I saw a little girl with a doll? Well, right when we were at the brink of panicking to get back to church, Tiffa saw a little girl with a doll. She like ran to me and told me and we ran to the little girl. Alice didn't know at first, but when she said she was excited too. I was VERY excited. So we asked her mom if we could pray for her daughter. "Excuse me, we were going around praying for people. Can we pray for your daughter?" Her mom agreed and Tiffa added that I got a vision from God of a little girl with a doll. So we all prayed for the little girl that God will just bless her life and let her get to know him soon and some other things. After that, a woman who was beside me turned around and just started saying that God is good and started talking to us, telling us about some things. (Don't really remember but at that time, it was very encouraging). We thanked the mother and her daughter. Oh yeah, her daughter's name is Kristen. Then we thanked the lady who was beside me. Bless their hearts, God. They are such good people. I love them. I love them all. Everyone who we talked to today, God!
Tea party. We were late. Like half the time. Ha. But it turned out well. Tiffa joined us this time and it was just a blast. We played some games so we could get fired up. Then Alice and Tiffa shared with our new friend, Wennie about how they got saved. Touched. Wennie was funny and oh so cool. I think she really enjoyed it. I hope to see her tomorrow. God, I just want to pray for Wennie right now. I just pray that You open up her heart to see You Lord. Pour down Your Holy Spirit and blessings over her life. Let her see that You are real. In Jesus' name, Amen. I know. Short, but... God hears all. Alice is just so wonderful and organized! THANKS FOR THE TEA!
Faith. I have faith, don't you?
<3jasmine.
Alright so Alice and I went to the mall today to have city invasion. At first, we started out with Guppy, Alice, Guppy's friend, and myself. However, as the time went by, Guppy and her friend kind of came late and ended up deciding to not join us. Shopping over city invasion. Tempting, isn't it? Anyway. I understand why. Her friend just came from Malaysia to visit her so why not spend some time like shopping with one another. I don't blame her. We never got to meet her friend, though. ]: ....okay. Moving on. Alice and I were alone at first. We prayed for people overall. It was awesome! Our goal was 20 people. Alice saw a man with a black suit and a black hat, a man with crutches, and a vision that what we say to people today will touch their hearts. Amen! I saw colors of flame, the word "AX," a dragon, and a little girl with a doll. Amazing how I keep getting weird things as my visions. Ha. Love You God! I love how You're so funny! ^_____^ You keep me smiling everyday!
The list of people: (not really in order)
1. Johnny Rockets middle aged man: rejected. He was nice about it. GO ALICE! :)
2. Audrey & >Brandie< (haha i forgot): Love Movement. Worked well. They were pretty nice about it. Prayed for them too. I like their hair! :D Bless their hearts, God.
3. John from Johnny Rockets: Was totally into it. Asked us to pray for his daughter who was sitting right next to him with her boyfriend. Alice prayed for them while I prayed for John. Afterwards, he prayed for us for boldness and courage because he offered us a prayer. He was sooo inspiring! Thank You God for bringing to us John. I was so glad I got a feeling to pray for him and actually did.
4&5. John's daughter & her boyfriend: Alice prayed for them. His daughter was very pretty and both her and her boyfriend were very cool about it. Such nice people. I'm glad. So Alice might share more on that part because I wasn't included since I was praying for John. Bless their lives, Lord.
6. Maria's daughter: I forgot her name. I know. Sad, right? Anyways, we prayed for her daughter who was sick. So we asked God to pour down His Kingdom come unto her because in His Kingdom, there is no sickness. Amen?? :)
7. A teen guy in a wheelchair: His name was Josh. We didn't actually get to ask him how he became that way, but either way, we believe that God will heal him. We asked God to heal his body so that he can walk again; walk in the path toward Jesus. We asked for His Kingdom to come onto Josh. Josh was really nice about it too. We shook his hand and everything. I'm glad there are some people like him, who seem like he's a wanna be something, but are really good inside and are open to other people. Truly, he touched me. I believe that soon, Josh will be able to stand! IN THE NAME OF JESUS, HE'LL WALK! Amen!
8,9,&10. Virgina, Bonnie, and Irene: Virgina is Bonne's mother. She was in a wheelchair and it just seemed like she was in her own little world. :/ We asked Bonnie if we could pray for her and the woman next to Bonnie was Irene. So before we prayed for Virgina, Irene was telling us of how she got saved. It was sooo inspiring! Such a good testimony! Literally. It was one of those life changing experience. Okay so her first testimony was how she got saved, got a second chance. She had a disease (we don't know how recent) and basically it was a cruel disease. The disease makes your nervous system attack each other and not only that you're paralyzed, it also hurts like a beep. (ha). Yea, so it's very cruel to your body. So basically, one night, a pastor came on her television set and he was preaching. In her mind, she was cussing him out. "Why did this pastor come on the television?!" she thought. Her head at first was filled with thoughts until the pastor said something about giving your life to Christ. Then she told herself to shut up and listen. Then she told us about how people don't believe in a God when they're living, but when they're in a near death situation, they start to think about WHAT IF there is a God. So she listened to what the pastor had to say. That night, I believe, she accepted Christ. The next day, I believe, her whole entire body was healed. AMAZING RIGHT?! I mean she said there's NO CURE for that sickness! COME ON PEOPLE! Hallelujah! So after that Alice and I got soo excited and inspired by it. Then we prayed for Virgina and Bonnie. It was just wow. Afterwards, Irene said that she wanted to share another one with us since she was like "God sent these lovely Angels" toward the end. (Though I think she was our Angel). She told us how she told her children that Jesus was sitting in that shining star looking down at us. That night, God corrected her. He showed her through His eyes of how he viewed Earth. It was sooo tiny. He said, "I can see each and everyone of you and what you do. I am way bigger. Jesus is not sitting on that star, look at how big I am." It was so cool! God is just so amazing. He is bigger than life! Amen? So afterwards, Irene, Alice, and I all prayed together. We gave her Impact's card and she said that it was such a cute name for a youth church! xD HEHEHEHE. So we invited her to come sometime. Told her the time and everything. I hope to see her soon! Possibly tomorrow with her children! n____n. LORD YOU WORK WONDERS! I LOVE YOU.
11&12. Robin & her friend: Alice, Tiffa, and I prayed for these two girls. Used the love movement strategy. God, bless those girls with their studies.
13. Girl with doll: YES! THANK YOU JESUS! THANK YOU TIFFA! Remember how I said I saw a little girl with a doll? Well, right when we were at the brink of panicking to get back to church, Tiffa saw a little girl with a doll. She like ran to me and told me and we ran to the little girl. Alice didn't know at first, but when she said she was excited too. I was VERY excited. So we asked her mom if we could pray for her daughter. "Excuse me, we were going around praying for people. Can we pray for your daughter?" Her mom agreed and Tiffa added that I got a vision from God of a little girl with a doll. So we all prayed for the little girl that God will just bless her life and let her get to know him soon and some other things. After that, a woman who was beside me turned around and just started saying that God is good and started talking to us, telling us about some things. (Don't really remember but at that time, it was very encouraging). We thanked the mother and her daughter. Oh yeah, her daughter's name is Kristen. Then we thanked the lady who was beside me. Bless their hearts, God. They are such good people. I love them. I love them all. Everyone who we talked to today, God!
Tea party. We were late. Like half the time. Ha. But it turned out well. Tiffa joined us this time and it was just a blast. We played some games so we could get fired up. Then Alice and Tiffa shared with our new friend, Wennie about how they got saved. Touched. Wennie was funny and oh so cool. I think she really enjoyed it. I hope to see her tomorrow. God, I just want to pray for Wennie right now. I just pray that You open up her heart to see You Lord. Pour down Your Holy Spirit and blessings over her life. Let her see that You are real. In Jesus' name, Amen. I know. Short, but... God hears all. Alice is just so wonderful and organized! THANKS FOR THE TEA!
Faith. I have faith, don't you?
<3jasmine.
Monday, March 3, 2008
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