Different

I have two things to discuss about.


1. Little cousin. She's been telling one of my friends (instead of telling me herself, face to face) that I'm annoying. Now that's weird. Way before, I thought she was annoying too, but I never said that to her or to anyone else. And now she has the nerve to say that to someone and not me? She said that I've changed. And boy did I laugh when I heard that. How in the world did I change? I've been the same Jasmine since I've starting to hang out with her. What makes me more irritated at that is that for this past Christmas, I gave her an mp3 player even though my dad got mad at me for it. I GAVE HER AN MP3 PLAYER. She even told me that she was going to cherish it, thanking me. I think she's the one that's changed. She's a sophomore in high school now. I mean, I know when you're a sophomore, you are immature and all and tend to get a bit cocky. But I'm her cousin! I just don't get it. I'm so nice to her. I think I'm expecting too much from her, though. Now, I'm starting to think that family is more important than friends, especially when it comes down to whose side you're on. When it comes to that, I don't think you should be neutral. I know you don't know what I'm talking about but that's fine. Different. I'm different? Can someone please tell me how I'm different from before? I guess I won't be talking to her any time soon. x____x

It hurts. Esp when it's from your most trusted family member.


2. My right hand. Something is wrong with it. I won't go into detail, but whenever I write it's so hard to keep it in focus because the pain starts to bother my heart, making it seem rather irritated and nervous at the same time. Ugh. Maybe it's from the stress (which I doubt).


jasypants.