Supernatural on Campus // Day 001

Though it was cold, I was still very excited to be going to the Supernatural on Campus thing with Jaeson Ma. I thought Sarah and the rest of us were going to be early, but it turned out that we were pretty late. It's ok though. I felt bad for Jason, because he kind of got lost around UCLA, trying to find parking and where the thing actually was. By the time we were following the signs that these guys had, I believe that Tiffa, Monay, and I had gone a bit crazy from the cold.

p.s. It was FREEEEEEEEZINGG.

Anyways, once we got inside, it was crowded & they were singing. The songs were fantastic! The band was even good too. So moving on from that, Jaeson Ma (I believe) introduced a guest speaker by the name of (I believe; I didn't hear him clearly) Banning Liebscher. He. Was. Really. Inspiring!! By the middle of his preach, I thought to myself and to God, "Wow. I am so glad I got to come. Thank You Lord for giving me this opportunity!" A few moments after, maybe towards the end, I'm not so sure (I think I lost track of time cause I was so tired), Banning told us to stand up. (It could have been in the beginning, but either way it was amazing!) So when we stood, he was talking about something, I couldn't actually make it out and all of a sudden, a gust of, not cold or hot, wind/air came at me. It felt nice and I knew it was from God, because I was talking to Him. >.> I'm not too sure what about (darn) though. Then I heard a voice saying, "Holy are these men [meaning everyone at the Supernatural thing] who are here tonight." I smiled and said "Oh, God" in a nice soft voice. It was just intriguing.

God really loves us and wants to be where we are. He WANTS to come. Banning, towards the end of the preach, was busting out all these funny stuff about how some people go out there in the world (i.e. UCLA campus) and they come back and go "it's so cruel out there! i can't handle this. it's too much for me" and when he explained that to us, I closed my eyes and thought to myself, "It's not that I think the world is cruel, even if that's true, because what I think does not matter. What we think of the world does not matter, really. What matters is what God thinks and he still loves His creation." Plus, I was being a bit pessimistic, thinking, "Oh man. I'm actually scared to go around my campus despite all the encouragement from different people at school. Not scared because I might get rejected, but because I don't think I'm ready ......or is that like a figure of my imagination?" X_x Anyways, last night was really good. It was what I expected. Something from God.

p.s. Can someone please answer that question? xD If you can't, then please give me some advice. I don't want simple advices, but advices that I can actually think about without saying, "yeah, I thought about that already." Thank you! :]

♥ jasmine