Allan & Nancy's Bday

IT'S ZEE BIRTHDAY GIRL & BOYYY!! :D

Hahah, allan.

Look! She's actually eating. Bravo! xP

this was for nancy, but allan ate it at the end. xD


Fun. 092907

Minor Free is She

Today is the day that Kalong Mak turned 18. Finally! She and I have been waiting for this all summer long. But I can't believe, at this very moment, that she is probably going to ditch me on her own birthday when she knows we've planned it for like probably 05 months already. You know what, if I find out that she's with her boyfriend, then I'll know what to expect next year if they're still together then. If she's with her parents, then it's all good and we can just hang tomorrow. And last but not least, if she's sleeping, I am going to like give her the most painful 18 punches EVER. Ditching me for sleep is just like ditching your family for drugs. >.> I don't know but don't think of that in a wrong sense, because it wasn't meant to be a bad example. (ha ha?) Anyway! She is minor free! Legal. Legit. And all those craptastical words that the American Language Associations have adopted for years. So if she really does think like I hope she does half of the time at least, she'll know that if she ditches me today, she won't be getting her present. I hope she finally knows that and makes a decent decision, present-wise. >:P

~~~Loves her, Jasmine.

Godchicks 2007

Well. I have to say that this was a very good experience for me. I wept and laughed and even sometimes at the same time feeling both emotions all at once. I felt as though I knew what my stand is when it comes to being a female and how it relates to life overall, just a little bit more than before. I also got a lot of inspiration from this as well. My best lyrics (poems) are always from conferences. That's a bit funny. On these two poems I'm going to put up, I really worked very hard on it. I had the inspiration and everything, but it still needed a little push because if you know me very well, I have a huge problem with remembering things which obviously sucks. Okay so the titles are "My All" and "Get Into It." I got "Get Into It" for a different matter, but I decided to make it into a poem considering the fact that I knew half of what I was going to put into that song anyway. And here they are:

My All
You have to catch the moment
Open your eyes to something new
Because as the seconds go by
You might miss your time to shine

V. He is the one that always understands.
He who saved our lives.
And knows our path to His kingdom above.
And when I am down,
He’s the first one to come.

Ch.He is my awesome God
My father and friend.
He is my corner of hope
My lover and savior.
He is my healer almighty
My King and my Shepard.
He is my master of glory
My peace and salvation.
He is my teacher of life
My wonderful God
This redeemer by choice
This wonderful friend
He is my everything, my all.


Get Into It is a bit long so um... I'll put it up tomorrow. :) Cool? Good.

10 Years

Who would have thought that Kalong and I have shared 10 years of our lives as best friends? September 18, 1997. It has always been a special day for me. 10 years is a long time, to be honest with you. I just pray that God keeps on protecting our friendship and especially her. Though she acts without thinking sometimes, I know that she'll do great in life. Like what Stacey said about Stephanie, I can say about Kalong. "She's the weirdo sister of my dreams" (Stacey) and also my best friend.

Let's Contemplate & Rant, Shall We?

Last night, I came home from cell group in a very horrendous mood. Obviously, if you know me and my family very well, it'd be because of my dad. I finally told him that I'm already 18 years old and I should be able to stay out at least until 10pm or something. Guess what he said. "Being 18 does not matter. It doesn't mean you're smarter and more mature than before." What he said, I do admit it's somewhat true. When I turned 18, my brain knew, "hey I'm an adult now," but I didn't feel any different. There is some truth in what he said, but how would he know if I'm more smarter and maturer than before if he doesn't give me the chance to express it? Am I right? At least give me the chance to show that I can be a smarter and more mature person than I was when I was 17 years old. Right?

When I got in the house and my mom said hi, I was thinking about ignoring her, but I thought, "She didn't do anything wrong" so I said hi in a very monotoned way. I guess she knew what happened in someways because it happened nearly so many times a week that it's a routine for my dad and I. I tried to calm myself down with some music on my laptop, but it obviously didn't work because I'm sort of mad still.

So.. this morning, since now I know the cycle of sleep, I had a dream. It seemed somewhat similar to my family in some ways except the obvious. I was the daughter, excuse me, adoptive daughter of an unknown president, maybe in the future or whatever. I had four other siblings and to my surprise it was Jennifer, Howard, Stacey, and Alice. They were the president's real children. I was the oldest of them all since I'm 18 already, Alice is 17, Jennifer is 17, Howard is 16, and Stacey is 15. (Alice will soon be 18, YAY). So it starts out with basically randomness. Everyone in the white house, ever since they found out that I was adopted, was being cruel to me. And when I say everyone, I even mean the president himself and his wife. The only people in there that was nice to me were the siblings. I'm not gonna go through all the details, but in the end, I decided to study abroad whether or not my dad was going to let me or not. My siblings had my back and got grounded for letting me go.

This dream basically made me cry.
- Jasmine

Determination

On Tuesday morning, when I got the school (PCC), I saw these Korean people praying on the C Building steps. They were so dedicated and determined. It made me realize that I got to stand up and do the same thing. I just need support. I've prayed for my school so many times now. Every time I get a chance, I pray for PCC. I can feel that something will happen, something amazing. It'll let everyone know that Jesus is coming.

- Jasmine

Today is Not My Day

I have three reasons why.


01. Girl problems + sick + weed picking.
02. I spilled Arizona Green Tea on my new jacket & my PJ's.
03. It even got on the floor & seat.


*Sigh... I need someone to pray for me. Today was such a weird & gloomy day in an odd way that is undescribable. If you can, can you please pray for my heart to be unburdened? Thanks. I much appreciate it.

Pretzel

When it wasn't devoured.

Soon, there will be no more. MOAHAHAHAH.


Anne's Donuts are delicious. (;


http://youtube.com/watch?v=uwFVvCoPIrw
^ -- It has a certain feeling to it. I don't like her, but I love this song. ;(

Green Means Go

Yesterday, at our usual 7-11 cell group meeting, which was at Stephanie's house this time, Alice was leading the discussion. Alice said that we were going to pray for all of the schools that we're attending this year. Kay, who is going to South Pasadena High School, Stephanie, Tiffa, & May who are going to Cal State Long Beach, Alice, who is going to UCIrvine, Stacey, who is still at Arcadia High School, and me, who is going to Pasadena City College. We spent nearly an hour or so praying for all of these schools, the people within' the schools, and our cell group members who are going there.

During the prayer, I saw a green dot, not too big or too little. At first, I didn't understand what it meant. Alice told me to pray about it and I was thinking to do that until Stacey came back from getting water and said, "Green means go!" We were all like, "OH YEAH! THAT'S RIGHT!" Interesting, huh? I should go forth and spread the gospel asap! x)

Also, I have finished my story, everyone! Get in line to read it. You better hurry, cause there's already a long list of people who wants to read it. Just comment me and tell me whether you prefer me sending it to you over the internet or you want an actual copy of it. If you want me to send it over the net, then give me your email address. Thank you :)

- Jasmine

Alice My "God Cousin"

This was when we went to the mall to buy things for summer camp. I admit that we were spending a little too much time fooling around in the sports store. We couldn't help it! There were too many things that distracted us. But you got to admit that having a little fun from time to time after working so hard on something is just so relaxing. She is awesome. <3

Random Things/Thoughts

Summer Camp '07 Pictures!

Today the 7-11 ladies went out to "Hot Stuff Cafe" and it was so much fun. Annie took a lot of pictures of our food and was so proud of them. I'm proud to call them my sisters, seriously. I took a lot of pictures these past three weeks and they're very random. I'm only going to show you a few so yeah. I'll put up more later.

Oh & after the whole summer camp thing, I learned to be more patient.
My idea for next year's theme: Get Into It. (: