GOD IS FOOD!.. I MEAN GOOD! x)

"Jesus I plead your blood over my sins and the sins of my nation. God end abortion and send revival to America."

Alright so lots have happened these past few days.
And to my surprise, I have done a lot that I barely did before.

On Thursday, I ditched my tharts 2A class
to go to church and pray with Alice about the Tiller Trial.
I tried to write lyrics, but it was a failure.
Instead, I wrote down little phrases and such.
Alice on the other hand wrote down something really deep.
We tried to record it, but her phone caught everything;
so it took a really long time before we got to the singing part. x)
When I got home, my dad said he bought me.....
A NEW BADMINTON RACKET!!!! :D
Shocked as I was, I said thank you so many times.
That ended my day nicely.

Friday, which was yesterday,
I spent my time with a headache
counting all the chapters in each book of the Bible.
Had a tough time getting a ride to church,
but luckily my dad had free time on his hands to take me.
However, I dread riding in the car with him.
And here's why:
He told me that my mom doesn't think I'll graduate college.
What a downer, huh? Eh.
Anyways! So I finally got to church,
but Jack and I didn't even have our "work" time
as I would and have been calling it.
He and Annie fell asleep in the soaking room
so I thought that maybe Alice and I
should have our own little soaking time too
while continuing where we left off in the book of Ezekiel.
Before that, she and I prayed together about it.
This was the first time I prayed for so long, haha. I'M SERIOUS.
Words kept coming out and tears of sorrow and justice came out.

This is what I prayed about:
- George Tiller Trial
- Abortion overall
- Jack and Annie
- Our building and our neighbors
- "Heart of Wisdom" (words from God)
- New revelations, visions, and understanding of Ezekiel
- Creativeness; thinking beyond the outside of the box
The prayer was so long, I seriously thought
that we weren't gonna be able to get to Ezekiel.
Right after we finished, both Alice and I (I prayed first)
my right shoulder started hurting.
Since no one else was in the dream room,
I decided to ask Alice if her shoulder hurt.
She moved her arm a little and said no it didn't.
Then she suggested asking Johnny and Evan who were right by the comp.

Evan actually was pretty sore and his left arm hurt.
We invited him into the dream room and prayed for him.
Alice was on his left and I was on his right;
Johnny was standing around.
We prayed and his left got healed 70%,
soreness on right was down 50%.
Then we prayed again, left got healed 80%,
soreness was gone. PRAISE JESUS!
Prayed again, 90% and then 99%,
and then VIOLA, IT'S GONE! :]
We liked how Evan was so punctual on the percentage.
That tree picture in the dream room is very annointed. xP
I LOVE IT! DON'T TAKE IT DOWN! hahahah, I'm serious!
Alice asked me to choose a card from the baby box
that has verses in Chinese and so I did and I got this one:
(Alice added the verse after it too because it was so prophetic)
the Cause that this verse is talking about, for us, it was abortion.
"Commit your way to the LORD; trust in Him and He will do this; He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun" - Psalm 37:5-6

Well there's also something else
that I forgot that happened on friday.
My dad bought me, in total, 4 new badminton rackets.
CRAZY, HUH?! (1 futabaya and 3 yonex's)
I'm not sure if that's something from God
because my dad has never done that before.
3 possibilities I'm thinking it could be:
1. Just because...
2. I ditched my tharts class to pray
which I would have never done before.
3. Badminton is the only thing since my childhood
that I have not given up.
Toward the end of our Bible study though
I got this, I would say prophecy about Johnny.
The interesting part is that last year, around this time,
I got a prophecy over Radical Jam that I still remember.
This year, it's only about Johnny.
I know I told him already last night, but...
I would to tell you guys too! :D
"Johnny's music will melt the hearts of nations, because it melts mine every time I hear them" - Jasmine

Well ya. That was the past two days.
And hopefully, later today, I'll be watching Monsters vs. Aliens
with a group of beautiful and wondrous people
and doing some CITY INVASION at the santa anita mall.

♥ jasmine

please pray for me

I had a nightmare last night.
I couldn't sleep for a while afterwards.
I just felt this overwhelming fright in my room.
Please pray for me.
I just need to keep God in my heart and mind.
Remember, Jas, remember.

I understand.

I understand what Jack was talking about
on Sunday about cell phones.
I honestly hate checking my phone
every second or so; it's so annoying.
Today, I decided not to look at my phone
from around lunchtime (1 something).
When I looked at it around 5 minutes ago,
I got like 13 missed calls & 2 text msgs.
I also understand why one of my friend's boyfriend
doesn't want a cell phone.
haha, stop. seriously. it's not your life.

Confirmation

As some of you might have heard from me, this past week has been extra tiring and stressful. I stupidly registered late for spring and couldn't get all the classes I want. So the first week of Spring semester I was literally running around school trying to get classes, even if they're not classes that I'd need. In the end, I got whatever I could, but it's still not enough. So far, I only have 9 units out of 12. After I add the badminton team, I'll have 11. Yay me. Hah. Anyways, I've been asking God for more peace, patience, confidence, financial breakthrough, and just let Him take control. I got my confirmation today; along with some other things I've been thinking about too. When Jack asked the School of Disciples to come up to the front so they can prophecy over us, I asked God who I should go to first. Here's the order and what they said to me from God:

1. Aaron (God told me to go to him first):
- Something to do with the arts.
- Not necessarily painting per say.
- Writing is much deeper than the arts for me.
- My writing will be used to touch other people; nations.
2. Peter (My new friend lol):
- God told him that He wanted to tell me 3 things:
1. I have a lack of confidence. God wanted to tell me that I should be more confident in myself to do things because He is there by my side which was something I've also been asking Him about; to be by my side everyday and guide me through these tough times. I was very shocked already.
2. He'll give me more friends, not for social purposes, but to share to them God's love. He says that I'm the bridge from people to Jesus. I'll be the one to guide them to God's love and have them saved. (I forgot how he said it. x___x)
3. God said that I need to be more closer to Him in order for me to receive more of His blessings to pour onto other people. The closer I get to Him, the more peace and love I'll receive and give to others; and with that peace and love, I can impact those around me, giving them God's love. (Like I said, I forgot how he said it.)
3. Joy:
- Peace
- Get closer to God
- I'm the bridge (Like what Peter said)
- Write more; be more creative and such.
4. Tina
- Financial breakthrough: I was having some financial problems.
- Write more poems! It'll impact so many people; it'll be strong.
- Be more confident and competent (I think) in my writing.

Two more things happened, since it is almost at the end of the day.
1. I was pretty much afraid to tell my dad my schedule this semester. Earlier when I told my mom that I won't be having school on Mondays and Wednesdays, she was whatever about it, like always. Then she told my dad later on, typical, my dad came in like my usually does when something doesn't go his way. (You know Asian parents). So I explained it to him and everything. At first he was kind of in that disappointment mood, but later on it was kind of funny (to me at least). He took it better than I thought he would. Here's how the conversation went for the funny part:

My dad: So you don't have enough units right now?
Me: I only have 9 units.
My dad: So you basically haven't had enough every semester cause I remember you kept telling me that you have enough units. Did you lie to me?
Me: I did have enough units for the other semesters. I usually got like 12 or more units. It's just this semester I didn't. Plus they cut a lot of classes down because of the budget cut.
My dad: *Sigh.. thinks about it*
Me: Unless..... you wanted me to take useless classes that I don't even need.
My dad: Yeah, you should. Just so you can get enough units.
*Pause: O_O Is this my dad I'm talking to!?*
Me: That's what I tried doing already. I got what I could, but now they're closed too.

2. I have already impacted two people so far this year. It hasn't even been that long since 2009 have started. You saw this other post about Kate and now, it's my cousin. We were JUST talking like 30 minutes ago; talking about getting into Dental Hygiene program and such. She told me that I should keep my grades up and such like that. I have to be honest and say that my grades are average so far. I really am trying my best and if they don't accept, it's alright. So I said to my cousin:

Me: It's ok. God will provide for me when the time comes.
Uyen: That's good thinking. Good mentality. I need to have that mentality.
Uyen: How are you so confident? I want to be more confident. Teach me how to be more confident.
Me: Trust me. Before service today, I was lacking so much confidence.


God is a good God. I am truly in love with Him. He listens.

♥ jasy
p.s. I felt refreshed after that service and at ease. =]
p.p.s. Peter said that I gave him encouragement by this after I shared to those of you who came.