For cell group, we soaked in God's presence. It was totally amazing. I felt like I could do it forever. God totally gave Alice a song with a melody! I'll post it up when we're totally finished it with. Someone needs to record our worship time - next time. These girls really get me motivated and it's good cause then on Sunday, I can get even more motivated. Saturday can be like the first 50% and then Sunday is the last 50% of my spiritual energy and then comes the whole "God and I" time too - that, on the other hand - would be my extra 10 to 100 % energy :D
Anyway, I realized recently that I really need to lay down all my worries in front of Abba Father and let Him take control. Lord, I ask that you take control of my life and shake it, shake it REEEEEAL HARD because things ARE happening and I want to be apart of it. Take control, do it Your own way, whatever way that is because I have faith - I know that You are faithful and that You are always there for me because You are a Good God. Amen.
Jas.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
vase of silk
Last night, before I went to bed, I asked God to show me dreams, visions, and or revelations; new ones. I wasn't expecting something so vivid that I would still remember till now, nearly 24 hours later. I remember everything about this dream/vision. I would draw it out for you, but I'm not good at drawing. However, the girl in this dream/vision is.
This was vividly about Jennifer. There was words of knowledge in this dream/vision too. Amazing, isn't it? Jennifer and her mom (and or parents). Jennifer was standing next to a big cloth-like painting material that somewhat
looked silky as well. I'm not sure if that's possible when it comes to painting, but yeah. She, like the Jennifer we all know and love, had a smile and a funny gesture that pointed toward the painting. So, you're probably wondering what the painting was, right? Ok, your wait has ended. On the left bottom hand corner to the middle of the left side of the cloth, was a kind of wave-like shape. Its color was a dark gold color that looked pretty silky (picture of the carli dress). On the right hand corner, there was a shape of a vase and its color was silky teal (the s
kirt). It kind of looked like the glass windows in those traditional churches, but it was paint-like and silky-like instead. It could have not been a painting, but something told me that it was. The cloth itself was a pastel yellow.
Well, I said there was words of knowledge and Jennifer has just confirmed that they were right!but I'm not sure and I don't want to assume that it is. But I'll say it and Jennifer can tell me herself if it was or not. What I heard in this dream/vision was that Jen and her mother have been kind of off lately and it's either her birthday or its for Christmas that Jennifer did that painting for her (or it could be for both that s what i was kind of eh about). She'll probably do this in the future when she has received the education for doing this kind of painting. *It'd be cool if it were by next Christmas.
That's all, kiddos.
♥ jasypants
This was vividly about Jennifer. There was words of knowledge in this dream/vision too. Amazing, isn't it? Jennifer and her mom (and or parents). Jennifer was standing next to a big cloth-like painting material that somewhat
looked silky as well. I'm not sure if that's possible when it comes to painting, but yeah. She, like the Jennifer we all know and love, had a smile and a funny gesture that pointed toward the painting. So, you're probably wondering what the painting was, right? Ok, your wait has ended. On the left bottom hand corner to the middle of the left side of the cloth, was a kind of wave-like shape. Its color was a dark gold color that looked pretty silky (picture of the carli dress). On the right hand corner, there was a shape of a vase and its color was silky teal (the s
kirt). It kind of looked like the glass windows in those traditional churches, but it was paint-like and silky-like instead. It could have not been a painting, but something told me that it was. The cloth itself was a pastel yellow.Well, I said there was words of knowledge and Jennifer has just confirmed that they were right!
That's all, kiddos.
♥ jasypants
Sunday, November 16, 2008
such anointing!
I came to church not expecting such anointing that came down today during worship and service.
Well, yesterday, for cell group, stephanie, alice, and i talked about what we'd want to do for God and alice and i said we wanted to help the homeless, the children, and such, and today, peter's uncle, paul was talking about our calling. stephanie and i were like, "whoa" haha. it was a good service, i'd say. now, after the service, paul said that if we wanted to know what our calling was (prayer by him, karen [i think thats her name], allan, and two others) then come on up to the front. so a bunch of us went to the front. i stood there, waiting for my turn.
i got prayed for four times.
1. karen prayed for me first. she was spot on. she said a command to rebuke the anger from me and my family and that i be used as a vessel to bring peace to the family and help them turn their hearts back to Jesus Christ. i've been praying about that this past two months so i started to cry and started to pray in tongues as well as in words. i think she also said something about public speaking.
2. then paul prayed for me. i was already praying to God silently. my right hand was halfway out in front of my right side of my body. paul touched my hand and i guess he saw something. he then asked me my name and i told him. he then prayed to our Father. he prayed that double of his anointing would fall onto me to help me better understand scriptures (the Bible) and have more revelations and visions. i got pretty excited because yesterday i think i told stephanie and alice that i wanted to have more visions and revelations because i haven't had one in so long. then he moved on.
3. i dont know his name x_x but this younger guy prayed for me. he prayed about communications, education, and doing what God has put inside of me for Him and because i'm good at it. the first thing i thought about was writing, haha. he then asked to have fire come down on me, more and more. afterwards he called a girl over to pray in tongues with him, i suppose. it kind of got loud because paul was praying for kay and sarah who were next to me and paul had the mic so i couldn't really hear the guy that well. but after paul finished with kay and sarah, he came back to me.
4. (i didn't realize that everyone else had sat back down and i was the only one who was still standing in the front) paul started feeling around me this sense of burden which i definitely have had at that moment because i wanted to lay my burdens in front of God and paul said, "she has a lot of burdens" and the girl said, "yeah" so paul started asking God again (after he asked me what my name was and i didn't blame him, haha) to free me from my burdens that i had with family and myself. it took a while, at least to me it did, haha. but afterwards, i did feel freer than i have been.
that was srsly some good stuff today. i know that sometimes it can be personal, but for everyone, personal prayers are always what you define it yourself. i'm pretty open so that's why i'm sharing this. paul showed us a lot of verses that said nearly the same thing but they were very powerful. if you want, i think johnny or jennifer or someone else will post about it. if not, i'll do it later.
it was fun.
:S jas
Well, yesterday, for cell group, stephanie, alice, and i talked about what we'd want to do for God and alice and i said we wanted to help the homeless, the children, and such, and today, peter's uncle, paul was talking about our calling. stephanie and i were like, "whoa" haha. it was a good service, i'd say. now, after the service, paul said that if we wanted to know what our calling was (prayer by him, karen [i think thats her name], allan, and two others) then come on up to the front. so a bunch of us went to the front. i stood there, waiting for my turn.
i got prayed for four times.
1. karen prayed for me first. she was spot on. she said a command to rebuke the anger from me and my family and that i be used as a vessel to bring peace to the family and help them turn their hearts back to Jesus Christ. i've been praying about that this past two months so i started to cry and started to pray in tongues as well as in words. i think she also said something about public speaking.
2. then paul prayed for me. i was already praying to God silently. my right hand was halfway out in front of my right side of my body. paul touched my hand and i guess he saw something. he then asked me my name and i told him. he then prayed to our Father. he prayed that double of his anointing would fall onto me to help me better understand scriptures (the Bible) and have more revelations and visions. i got pretty excited because yesterday i think i told stephanie and alice that i wanted to have more visions and revelations because i haven't had one in so long. then he moved on.
3. i dont know his name x_x but this younger guy prayed for me. he prayed about communications, education, and doing what God has put inside of me for Him and because i'm good at it. the first thing i thought about was writing, haha. he then asked to have fire come down on me, more and more. afterwards he called a girl over to pray in tongues with him, i suppose. it kind of got loud because paul was praying for kay and sarah who were next to me and paul had the mic so i couldn't really hear the guy that well. but after paul finished with kay and sarah, he came back to me.
4. (i didn't realize that everyone else had sat back down and i was the only one who was still standing in the front) paul started feeling around me this sense of burden which i definitely have had at that moment because i wanted to lay my burdens in front of God and paul said, "she has a lot of burdens" and the girl said, "yeah" so paul started asking God again (after he asked me what my name was and i didn't blame him, haha) to free me from my burdens that i had with family and myself. it took a while, at least to me it did, haha. but afterwards, i did feel freer than i have been.
that was srsly some good stuff today. i know that sometimes it can be personal, but for everyone, personal prayers are always what you define it yourself. i'm pretty open so that's why i'm sharing this. paul showed us a lot of verses that said nearly the same thing but they were very powerful. if you want, i think johnny or jennifer or someone else will post about it. if not, i'll do it later.
it was fun.
:S jas
Friday, November 7, 2008
just a thought...
I don't know if this makes any sense but I'm just going to say it.
It seems to me that it was God's creations that led to the study of biology and all those other sciences we have. God made everything to work a specific way. However, global warming is occuring.
It seems to me that it was God's creations that led to the study of biology and all those other sciences we have. God made everything to work a specific way. However, global warming is occuring.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
not wasteful
So this past weekend, I went to "THECALL" with Jack, Annie, Enoch, Jennifer, Ryan, Sammy, Johnny, Joy, Shin, Andy, Chris, Grace, Sarah and company, and a few more. It was SUGE SUBARASHI. People were weeping for this nation like there's no tomorrow. It was too hot during the day and Enoch, Chris, and I only lasted about 2 or so hours on the field area. We finally decided to go into the shade and we sat there until it got darker and then we went back down. I'd have to say that the best parts were at the beginning and at the end. During the daytime, and I'm sure most of you remember, was when they asked all the different types of people to stand; women, men, hispanics, asians, african americans, and more. i started crying because it was so touching and i was praying too. i didn't have any tissues so i was wiping my tears everywhere and soon it got annoying, haha. but man, it was amazing. those who didn't go, GO NEXT TIME! oh & at night, it was so cool. we danced so much and screamed so much and prayed and cried so much that i think i felt Heaven shaking (and the atmosphere was "shaking"); and no, it was NOT the stereo that sent sonic waves all around the stadium, haha. (oh & we saw debbie, john, and lydia hendrickson!) -- and i found out today that tiffa was there, haha.
something funny happened though. sarah might get mad at me, but all i'mma say is that Enoch sort of looked like a criminal trying to get sarah's door open to open the trunk and get her keys out. x=
so now, for today's event: SAY YES ON PROP 8 (AND 4, but we didn't really do that today)
at first, we were suppose to be at the city hall area for this event, but when annie told us that at the voting booth, there are a lot of people supporting prop 8 and protesters against prop 8 there, we decided to go there instead since city hall had too many people there helping out already. so we got to the voting booth and there were TONS OF PEOPLE supporting prop 8 standing around the corner screaming it. when we parked our cars, we stood right in front of the place where you line up to vote. we spent from 2:45 pm to 5:15 pm saying, "SAY YES TO PROP 8" to the point where it almost sounded like we were chanting, hahahaha. it was amazing though. the protesters kept saying that we're discriminating against them and hating on the homosexuals when it's not even ABOUT that. but if you really think about it, they're the ones who point the middle finger at us, saying "EFF YOU" to us when for our supporters, the worst that they did to the protesters was a thumbs down. COME ON! WHO'S HATING NOW? even some protesters rip up the signs on people's lawns. it's so immature! oh! which reminds me, there was this lady who passed by us and shouted, "EFF YOU" to us, right? well, the protesters started giggling and laughing. i thought it was so immature. i wouldn't even laugh if someone said that to them. i find it very offensively sometimes you know? they're so mad that it defeats their purpose of being there in the first place, in a way. they're the ones showing the hate, not us. we were pretty calm most of the time. it was pretty funny how the police officers started to give tickets out to those who honk their horns. i was pretty surprised (to either side of the party). a few of us were praying as well. the protesters say that our people do that too, but out of all the people who passed by us, no one did those things to them, just us. and they kept shouting about equality. THEY ALREADY HAVE EQUALITY. since this was freedom of speech and all, don't they realize that see, they too have that equality that we have as well.
sometimes i don't think that this nation thinks about it before doing it. they just listen to what the candidates they like choose and they choose that or that they don't think about the confusion that their children will go into if this prop doesn't go through. i mean yeah, there's always adoption, but still, those children will be confused as well. they kept saying about equality, right? where's the equality when children are force to see that their parents are a dominance of two females or two males. also, the protesters said that we're discriminating but nonbelievers always discriminate us christians on our beliefs. so that's one huge contradictory on their part, am i right? haha!
DEFINE MARRIAGE: the social institution under which a man and woman establish their decision to live as husband and wife by legal commitments, religious ceremonies, etc.
COME ON.
i could go on, but i won't since it's getting late and i must rest. x______x
i saw monet's guardian when she was still in california when we were at city hall.
anyways, next topic. so after the event today, we all decided to go to IHOP (HOUSE OF PANCAKES, MY DARLINGS) and guess what? we got AT LEAST THREE MEALS EXTRA FOR FREE!! it was crazy! and the people there were sooo nice! God, bless them with more customers! also, jack gave us this tiny speech of how proud he was of us going to the frontline like that today. n_n awwww either way, if it's for God, i'll do it. i don't care if i'mma get arrested or shot at, i'll do it. sign me up!
this weekend was SOOOO NOT WASTEFULL and i'm proud. =] however, on the flip side, i have to STUDYHARD for the chemistry test this wednesday, lol. THANK YOU JESUS! THE SKY/CLOUDS WERE BEAUTIFULLL!!!
♥ jas
p.s. VOTE YES ON PROP 8!
something funny happened though. sarah might get mad at me, but all i'mma say is that Enoch sort of looked like a criminal trying to get sarah's door open to open the trunk and get her keys out. x=
so now, for today's event: SAY YES ON PROP 8 (AND 4, but we didn't really do that today)
at first, we were suppose to be at the city hall area for this event, but when annie told us that at the voting booth, there are a lot of people supporting prop 8 and protesters against prop 8 there, we decided to go there instead since city hall had too many people there helping out already. so we got to the voting booth and there were TONS OF PEOPLE supporting prop 8 standing around the corner screaming it. when we parked our cars, we stood right in front of the place where you line up to vote. we spent from 2:45 pm to 5:15 pm saying, "SAY YES TO PROP 8" to the point where it almost sounded like we were chanting, hahahaha. it was amazing though. the protesters kept saying that we're discriminating against them and hating on the homosexuals when it's not even ABOUT that. but if you really think about it, they're the ones who point the middle finger at us, saying "EFF YOU" to us when for our supporters, the worst that they did to the protesters was a thumbs down. COME ON! WHO'S HATING NOW? even some protesters rip up the signs on people's lawns. it's so immature! oh! which reminds me, there was this lady who passed by us and shouted, "EFF YOU" to us, right? well, the protesters started giggling and laughing. i thought it was so immature. i wouldn't even laugh if someone said that to them. i find it very offensively sometimes you know? they're so mad that it defeats their purpose of being there in the first place, in a way. they're the ones showing the hate, not us. we were pretty calm most of the time. it was pretty funny how the police officers started to give tickets out to those who honk their horns. i was pretty surprised (to either side of the party). a few of us were praying as well. the protesters say that our people do that too, but out of all the people who passed by us, no one did those things to them, just us. and they kept shouting about equality. THEY ALREADY HAVE EQUALITY. since this was freedom of speech and all, don't they realize that see, they too have that equality that we have as well.
sometimes i don't think that this nation thinks about it before doing it. they just listen to what the candidates they like choose and they choose that or that they don't think about the confusion that their children will go into if this prop doesn't go through. i mean yeah, there's always adoption, but still, those children will be confused as well. they kept saying about equality, right? where's the equality when children are force to see that their parents are a dominance of two females or two males. also, the protesters said that we're discriminating but nonbelievers always discriminate us christians on our beliefs. so that's one huge contradictory on their part, am i right? haha!
DEFINE MARRIAGE: the social institution under which a man and woman establish their decision to live as husband and wife by legal commitments, religious ceremonies, etc.
COME ON.
i could go on, but i won't since it's getting late and i must rest. x______x
i saw monet's guardian when she was still in california when we were at city hall.
anyways, next topic. so after the event today, we all decided to go to IHOP (HOUSE OF PANCAKES, MY DARLINGS) and guess what? we got AT LEAST THREE MEALS EXTRA FOR FREE!! it was crazy! and the people there were sooo nice! God, bless them with more customers! also, jack gave us this tiny speech of how proud he was of us going to the frontline like that today. n_n awwww either way, if it's for God, i'll do it. i don't care if i'mma get arrested or shot at, i'll do it. sign me up!
this weekend was SOOOO NOT WASTEFULL and i'm proud. =] however, on the flip side, i have to STUDYHARD for the chemistry test this wednesday, lol. THANK YOU JESUS! THE SKY/CLOUDS WERE BEAUTIFULLL!!!
♥ jas
p.s. VOTE YES ON PROP 8!
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