fast&pray

Starting from September 1st to January 1st, I will be on a mission. fast&pray, baby!


Why, you ask?
Simple: I want to see God do something in my life.
Times:
Monday&Wednesday: 9:OO pm - 1O:OO pm
Tuesday&Thursday: 9:3O pm - 1O:3O pm
Friday: 12:OO am - 1:OO am,
12:OO pm - 1:OO pm,
7:OO pm - 9:OO pm
(could change due to school schedule & other things)


These are the things I'll only eat and drink:
- water (it's essential)
- milk (make my papa proud)
- dairy products
- veggies (certain ones like rau lan and salads)
- fruits (make my papa proud)
- bread (it's essential)


Prayers:
- My family (mostly parents)
- My major (it's a critical time)
- School of Disciples (my desire to become more for God)
- Japan
- Darin Noriyuki (the best friend)
- Kalong (yes, she's still important to me)
- The younger generation (rise up revivalists)
- Our generation
(to come back to Christ
& rise up revivalist who aren't afraid to do God's will)


Probably not suppose to tell people I'm fasting, but I don't care. I believe God's gonna do something. I'll be using the present Alice, Amy, & Monet gave me for my birthday.


I will be the lighthouse for those who's lost their way.
I wont be afraid to let the Holy Spirit take control.
For those who's lost, I weep in despair and ask the Lord,
"Help me lead them back to You" - jasypants

Stand Firm

When you step out, there will be many walls
and many obstacles in your way
but with faith in Jesus, you become strong
so you can break those obstacles down
When light is with us, darkness will fall
when night time is over, it is day
God rejoices over you with a song
for gravity cannot beat His sound

When the enemies surround us
and it seems that there are no exits that we can take
I will believe,
because I know that your presence is always with me.
When the ground shakes to the point where
other people are not able to keep on standing
I will stand firm,
because I know that your presence is always with me.

I will take time to put everything down
and drink from the stream of life with joy
so I can stand in the battle field and
watch as the enemies run away
And as they run away, it shakes the ground
I will Praise the Lord with peace and joy
when He calls me, I will reach for his hand
Thank You will be the first thing I say

Gotta thank Seth & Lauren :]

ETERNAL

Still a victim of my own selfish scars
torn by the inhumane kindness out there
and behind it all, ‘twas really a farce
they leave me here begging, without a care
not a single word, nor a single sound
the people around laugh at my dismay
and each time I try to stand, I fall down
can only pray to see another day

my outside appeal could look broken
but inside, I’m eternal
the sound of my voice had been shaken
but inside, I’m eternal
nothing can compare to Him above
it’s because, He’s eternal
the revelation to my hunger
it’s because, He’s eternal
and because of Him, I am here now
I am eternally His.

I have found that someone who shoos away
the darkness and replaces it with light
He is the reason I live day by day
taking the blindness out of my sight
His presence always makes my body sway
and his love is making my heart take flight
It’s different from before, so hard to say
With His help, I am starting to ignite

The more I let go and let Him take control
the better my life will be, I am His.



I don't know if you guys noticed, but I always write my poems in a song format. I always have to erase "VERSE 1/2" and "CHORUS/BRIDGE" but its ok. I hope you enjoy this poem I wrote! :D

what a surprise

Today, a surprise guest came to visit my dad and i. Chris. My dad's old friend from nearly two decades ago. When I first saw him, I was thinking, "why is someone dressed like that here at our house?" since he looked like a cop. Ha. Far from it. When I saw him again, I realized it was Chris. When my dad asked me if I still remembered his name, I hesitated. I had a feeling it was Chris, but I wasn't sure about it. So, when I said Chris, it was in a question format. Chris nodded and I gave out this sigh saying, "Oh, thank God I remember" because I'd feel so embarrassed if I didn't remember.

"Danny would be so jealous if she found out I saw you today" - Chris

Danny is his daughter whom I've known for around 15 years, I believe. What fun we had back then. And now, they also have a son; 3 years old. How tenderly cute! So at the end, I told Chris to bring the fam fam next time he comes to visit. I can't wait.

"Danny drives now" - Chris
*I look at my dad like "hear that dad?"*

Fun.

Oh.
Someone who helped make HANCOCK is named Vincent Vy Ngo.
Do you know how scary that is?
There are way too many Vincents that are Vietnamese.
Let alone having my middle AND last name too.
Crazy.


♥ Jasy

Ame

Rain down
All around the world, we're singing
Rain down
Can you hear the Earth is singing?
Rain down
My heart is dry but still I'm singing
Let it rain
Let it rain
Open the floodgates of heaven
Let it rain


These two songs have been stuck in my head for two weeks.
If it rained, I would be in awe.

I had some gold dust on my hands today. God's presence was totally with Tiffa, Alice, and me. Praise God for the words of knowledge about Kim. You, our Father and King, have spoken through Your vessel and reached for Kim's heart, touching her with Your unfailing love. Happy tears fell today. :D)

♥ jasy