TO: makotokun

happy birthday, noriyuki makoto-kun!!!
19 years old.
you are officially getting younger, my dear tomodachi.
God bless you!!!


seishun amigo by shuji to akira


english translation
My cellphone rings,
and a terrible premonition flashes through my heart
Calm down, mi amigo*

I’m in a mess, help me, those guys are chasing me
Maybe this is the end, mi amigo

My phone died, cutting me off from you

Si**, the two of us were always one,
at home we were invincible, weren’t we?
Si, we’d longed to come to this town for a long time
For some reason, I remember the scenery,
embracing the beautiful sky the day we left

When I reached a dark alleyway, you were crouching there
I’m sorry I didn’t get there in time

I can’t keep the promise we made the day it all came crashing down
But I’m so happy you came

You held my shaking hand tight

Si, when we came to this city
we felt like we could have anything we wanted
Si, we left our home behind
without looking back to pursue our big dream,
smiling the whole time
We dreamed that together we could
chase after a future that wouldn’t change

Si, the two of us were always one,
at home we were invincible, weren’t we?
Si, we’d longed to come to this town for a long time
For some reason, I remember the scenery,
embracing the beautiful sky the day we left


Now, it's my turn to turn 19 years old. xP
♥ jasy

natsu, ka?

atsui!!!!!




the ones who say that they are God, are only trying to be like satan

yume

While I was coming back from UCLA,
I saw people do the weirdest things while driving;
I'm just going to say, one of them picked their nose.
Another one was a lady brushing her hair,
while driving on the freeway. *nodds*

I finally went to cell group yesterday. yayy! (:
& had a very nice chat with our infamous Kazuki-kun.


Dream
This might not mean anything to any of you, but to me, it means a lot. After you read this, you might think that I'm overexaggerating or overthinking it, but answer the question at the end of it; think about it, kay? So my dream started with me wandering around someplace, my old middle school; Jefferson. I was on the field that they had there. I was looking around, at first confused at what I was suppose to do. Suddenly, I see Ka long, my supposedly best friend. She was walking with someone, laughing about something. I called out to her at least 10 times. She didn't even look at me once. The person she was with looked at me like "what the heck are you doing?" I didn't understand what was going on. I even went in front of them to stop her, but they walked around me. Ka long's face looked like she was trying to tell me that I did something wrong and that she's mad at me for it. For all of you reading out there, I haven't talked to her since December 2007; especially since the Christmas party. So it's been almost about half a year since I talked to her. If you guys know me well enough, my memory are either very sharp about things (certain things) or very vague. For this, it's very unclear. Meaning, I don't remember anything I did to make her mad at me. Allan and Wendy told me that they don't think that she's hiding from me, but it's like this dream is trying to tell me that she is. I'm not sure at the moment either. Also, she hasn't replied to my two emails and it's been about a week or so. So answer this question for me,



Am I exaggerating about this?
& What do you think this dream means?



♥ jasmine

new banner

happy birthday, annie.
o6.o7.08 happy birthday, jack.
newbanner; i'm sorry
g o m e n - n a s a i.


thanks to my dear itokochan that i can finally change the banner part. yes, i'm a noob when it comes to these things. but anyways, this banner was the original cover for my 01st story "I'm sorry" but I forgot to save it (this was during senior year of high school, so quite some time ago). I finally found it again around 45 minutes ago while searching for a banner for my page. I came across it and Thanked God for having it there. I had Darin, my trusty #1 best friend, to help me edit it so that it wouldn't look like I did it on paint. Darin has photoshop. Why don't I have it? I keep forgetting to ask people for it. I really should get one. I will. So I don't have to mooch off of Darin for the rest of my life. So I'll leave all you readers with this; enjoy the rest of your night.


♥ jasy