Wednesday, May 28, 2008

its all timing

2008 has not turned out as i planned, but it is all timing; God's timing. I just know it.
thank God for tribulations. i've been waiting for this ever since i came back to Christ. lol

im finally going to take journalism in the fall. hopefully, i'll like it. i'm going to put off english 1b until spring, probably. i'm going to take it with wendy and allan. and a reminder to those of you who might still be reading my blog; remind me never to take a saturday class, a monday class (not all the time), and a friday class (not all the time as well). esp a saturday class. i won't survive. if i'm not surviving now in my current saturday class, i won't ever. waking up at 7:30 am was not my goal during college and i doubt it will be for the rest of my life. i mean, i think it could be the teacher thats making it so hard for me to concentrate and come, because she's really... let's just say not the type to be teaching meee. i rather have either annie, johnny, andy, or steven teach me piano than her. is that too cruel to say? i don't think so. everyone is different, right?

there's a lot of things going on in my life at the moment. call me if you want. i won't mind. oh and for those of you who called me this past weekend, sorry i couldn't pick up. my phone was like away from me and i keep forgetting to check it like i usually do. i'm way too out of it nowadays. but i have it with me always now so go ahead and call. i'll pick up this time. haha..

i miss you guys. i really do. don't think that i don't. anyways... um.. what's the actual purpose of this entry? let me think. i guess you can say it's just a random entry, pouring out everything i am thinking about at this very moment. uhhh... let's talk about my new story, shall we?

it's going to be called, Mercy. yes. this whole story is based on irony. they might seem like coincidences, but i've thought this whole story through. later, i'll post the summary of it. i've finished writing the background of the characters for this story, major and minor. there will only be around 9 main characters and the rest are minor supporting characters. if you think that's a lot of main characters, then i'm sorry. my last story had more, so i think this is a more reduced "cast." i'm typing this entry in my school's library computer. so when i get home, i'll put the summary up. that'd probably be around 3pmish.

Summary: A young girl, faced with an incurable illness called Huntington’s disease, comes to her end in her 6th year since she has been diagnosed. In all her life, since the news, she had been watching others do certain routines in their daily lives. She didn’t understand how they could be so ignorant to the life around them. Certainly, they did not appreciate the people around them and the life that has been granted to them by God. Towards the beginning of her 6th year, almost ready to die, she conjures up a plan. She’s been observing the people around the neighborhood and a couple of them needs to make a decision, whether or not they deserve a second chance or third. The funny part is that they don’t even get one, except for one person; a boy with a severe brain tumor comes into her life and this is where she needs to decide if the thing she’s doing is right for the community or is it just for her own benefit. (Actual story takes place in the year 2008 from March – October).



God is good. I needed a ride home, and who might be next to me in the computer room than my good friend angel (no not an angel lols but close enough!) who has to go in an hour, but can leave earlier to drive me home? ..however my dad got out early so he took me home instead x____x i need to read the allegory of the cave by plato, watch the matrix and compare, copy notes from friday that i missed, do all of my homework assignments from piano before saturday, and print out my chapter 12 math stuff that isn't in the book. hmm... which one sounds better? open book w/ chitchats with our neighbors during on chapter 12 for our final exam or all of the review tests, no talking, and no open book for our final exam? this is sooo hard to decide.

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

raiiiiny days are the best

this morning, i felt that i shouldn't drive home from school today.
then it rained.
i wore flip flops today. it was fun. disgustingly fun.
now, i am sure i'll get a good nights' sleep.
i love rainy days.



♥ jasmine


it's 10:30am and i had a good sleep. but now, i'm so very sleepy and tired.
i'm going to continue my story now on the school's computer.
i think i'm going to be sick. haha yay how fun.

Friday, May 16, 2008

crazy

last night, i saw a freakin' coackroach in my restroom. i had no one with me who was still awake at the time (1am) to save me. i think that explains a lot. it scared the beep outta me. it was HUGE! it's NOT FUNNY ALICE!!!!!! I'M WARNING YOU!! YOU LAUGH AND I'LL LIKE GO FIND A COACKROACH OUTSIDE AND SHOVE IT IN YOUR FACE AND SEE HOW YOU LIKE IT. *ahem* or not. hahahaha :P you know i love you hun. GOD PUT US TOGETHER FOR A REASON!! haha ... and no it's not for me to torment you or vice versa. ha. anyways! back to the story. i was watching it very closely and all of a sudden, it disappeared! at first i was like WHAT IN THE WORLD?! there was no actual opening where it was, but it seriously vanished! so ... after some thought, i narrowed down my conclusions.

1. i'm going crazy and i didn't really see a coackroach.
2. i did see one and God made it disappear because he knows (and everyone SHOULD KNOW) that I am so very scared of bugs/insects.
or
3. it died somewhere in that area. lmao ...which i think is kind of impossible. on the other hand, if it doesn't get food in some hours or so if it gets hungry, then it will die. muahahaha! oh man.

so. i still dont know the answer to this problem. but im glad i didnt see it this morning when i went in the restroom to take a shower. X_____X trust me it was hugeeee!!!!! T____T i was nearly crying. hahaha. um... so that's one story of my craziness. let's move on, shall we?

so. if you read Jack's blog and i KNOW you did because it's just totally fantastic. I WANT A HAL MUH NI! at least that's what I'd call her if she was Korean. If she was Japanese i'd call her Obasan, like Jack did. reading Jack's blog was like reading the book of acts! it was crazy! i loved it! i wish i was there! oh man. that annointing is like beyond the roof and sky. I WANT TRILLIPPPLEEE OF WHAT JACK HAS!!!
don't you!? well. OF COURSE YOU DO! DON'T YOU DARE SAY NO! OR I'LL SMACK YOU. hahahah jk i won't smack you. I'll just let the Holy Spirit take control of you and take you on a ride! yeah, that's what i'd do. :D

I love my partner Alicegirl.
She is one spantaneous chick! I loves it! Go read her blog everyone! She's following where God is. ^_^ Alice and I talked from like 9 something to 11 something. TWO HOURS OF TALKING PEOPLE. and like we were discussing about Saturday. So here's what's going down. Saturday, Alice and I are having a movie day at my place. We'll be watching Amazing Grace and Evan Almighty. They'll be snacks included and a guest; my cousin. If you have the movie and you haven't watched it, what better way to watch it then to watch it with your sistas?! am i right!? it'll be really fun!! hopefully. hahaha but we ALWAYS have such fun when we're in God's presence. even if we're just watching a movie or two, it doesn't mean that it won't be something that's not related to God. Plus, God's presence will be there! I know it! If you hunger for His presence every day and every minute of your life, He will be there.

Which reminds me, I wrote another poem. =] "Ark Builder" -- which also reminds me that i need to add poems to the other site. all the old poems and new ones that i've written. been so lazy that i nearly forgot. THANK YOU GOD FOR REMINDING ME! He is so good. Amen? :) Picking up my cousin in a couple of hours. I can't wait. I haven't seen her since new years. 4 months. and it's funny cause she's craving for some vietnamese food too. hahaha. i don't blame her. UCLA wouldn't have that kinda good tasting food. xP as for me, i wouldn't really crave for it because i have it everyday. hahaha bummer. =] that's why you always hear me wanting some other kind of food and whenever you ask me about pho or eggrolls i'm like ughhhh. hahah. ANYWAYS! i need to continue thinking up background stories for my new story's characters. there's a total of 15 characters (most is in the actual storyline, a few are already deceased) and i've only done three.


p.s. darin wrote 3 chapters in one day, 25 pages. he is a win. HA.
♥ jas

Monday, May 12, 2008

lots have happened lately

took the exam, but apparently, i didn't try hard enough. i cant believe that i missed church for it when in the end, i didn't do that well. but its ok! Praise God for a reality check. i really have to get my geer up. ever since friday, i've decided to fast more, not skip a class a lot, study and not wait until the last minute like i usually do (x_x), and practice the piano more. i realized that the semester is ending soon (5 weeks) and i need at least 18 hours. i don't even think i have 5. crap. i have so much things to do and piano, to be honest, isnt my first choice of things to do.

haha! it was Mother's day! just plain lovely-doo. today was actually a good day. however, my dad did rush and push me to do my financial aid stuff. yes i know. i was lazy. literally. andddd, i kept forgetting to do it. v_v it's a pain in the arsh, if you asked me. but THANK GOD I found what I was confused on when I relooked at it. so i'll be continuing that tomorrow night. im tired. also, just finished EVAN ALMIGHTY. good movie. NOAH'S ARK.

ARK = an ACT of RANDOM KINDNESS at a time.


"i am going into adult puberty!"
"we are hamsters!"
- steve carrell; evan baxtor & his children (for the second line)
so cute.

that. was. brilliant. hahaha. i didn't even realize that the first time i watched it. i do so love that story. if you haven't watched this movie, go watch it. steve carrell does a magnificent job of playing the main role. and i also noticed that morgan freeman always plays the character "God" in these kinds of movies. i have three in my memory, only two i remember the name. the first and second one is Bruce Almighty & Evan Almighty. unlesss... i didn't count evan almighty, then.... i'll have to look it up later.

i am... deprived of sleep. it's like my sickness, i suppose. sleep.
oh & today's session was brilliant. GOD IS SOOOOO GOOOD YO!!!

takeALLOFME
*hillsongunited
i loveeee You
all of my hope.. is in You
Jesus Christ, take my life;
take all of meee
- - - - - - - - - - - -
thereisNONElikeYOU*hillsong
there is none like You,
no one else could touch my heart like You do
i could search for all eternity Lord
and find, there is none like You

MAY 12 2008 - MAY 23 2008
NO CHIPS & CHOCOLATE FOR MEEEE.


♥ jasmine

Thursday, May 1, 2008

stairway to....

the ground. the temperature of this concrete staggers between 45 to 55 degrees. the once delightful colors of its paint had been scrubbed away by the many feet that walk upon it. and there are always times where instead of the feet, it'll be the body of a person, crushing it without actually hurting its lifeless surface. and thats how it came to be for me today. i fell off the stairs. fun stuff. i never experienced that in all my life. i was holding a snapple bottle, the new ones, unbreakable. "safety for kids" as a friend of mine says it. as i fell, i heard the bottle crash onto the floor and without any doubt, it did not break. the first thing i said when the two friends i was with asked me if i was okay was, "ah ha! look! it didnt break!" is that a normal thing? my right big toe kind of hurted afterwards, but i survived and managed the pain. it does not hurt anymore. also, when i was meeting up with a friend before class, i almost tripped on the floor. today is also the first day of may. i dont know whats going on.


i think somethings wrong with me. or not.

i shared to a friend my testimonies of how God touched me.
♥ jasmine